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2010-11-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

i moved ..............
where ?!
THERE !!!!!!

2010-10-26T17:46:00.000+08:00

soo , hii .
hii , hii , hii , hii .
umm , i got nothing to say .
reading through what u said to me really make me move on .
thanks , i really hope u won't forget me .
Woow ! kae kae .. i think i'm gonna move to Tumblr .
it seems cool kae .
Bye

2010-08-20T21:05:00.001+08:00

Take the time just to listen
When the voices screaming are MUCH TOO LOUD
Take a look in the distance
Try and see it all

Chances are that ya might find
That we share a common DISCOMFORT NOW
I feel I'm walking a fine line
Tell me only if it's real

Still I'm on my way
On and on it goes
Vacant hope to take

HEY I CAN'T LIVE IN HERE FOR ANOTHER DAY
DARKNESS HAS KEPT THE LIGHT CONCEALED
GRIM AS EVER
HOLD ON TO FAITH AS I DIG ANOTHER GRAVE
MEANWHILE THE MICE ENDURE THE WHEEL
Real as ever
And it seems I've been BURIED ALIVE

I walked the fields through the fire
Taking steps until I found solid ground
Followed dreams reaching higher
Couldn't survive the fall
Much has changed since the last time
And I feel a little less certain now
You know I jumped at the first sign
Tell me only if it's real

Memories seem to fade
On and on it goes
Wash my view away

HEY I CAN'T LIVE IN HERE FOR ANOTHER DAY
DARKNESS HAS KEPT THE LIGHT CONCEALED
GRIM AS EVER
HOLD ON TO FAITH AS I DIG ANOTHER GRAVE
MEANWHILE THE MICE ENDURE THE WHEEL
REAL AS EVER

And I'm chained like a slave
Trapped in the dark
Slammed all the locks
Death calls my name
And it seems I've been BURIED ALIVE

Take you down now
Burn it all out
Throw you all around
Get you're fuckin' HANDS OFF ME
What's it feel like?
Took the wrong route
Watch it fall apart
Now you're knockin' AT THE WRONG GATE

For you to pay the toll
A price for you alone
The only deal you'll find
I'll gladly take your soul

While it seems sick
Sober up quick
Psycho lunatic
Crushing you with HANDS OF FATE
Shame to find out when it's too late
But you're all the same
Trapped inside INFERNO AWAITS

Evil thoughts can hide
I'll help release the mind
I'll peel away the skin
Release the dark within

THIS IS NOW YOUR LIFE
STRIKE YOU FROM THE LIGHT
THIS IS NOW YOUR LIFE
DIE BURIED ALIVE [X2]

THIS IS NOW YOUR LIFE
DIE BURIED ALIVE

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsty.com/lyrics/a/avenged_sevenfold/#share
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sooo true !!

okay , just wanna say that , i'm gonna live at m'sia by the end of the year .. i'm still trying to find an excuse for me to still stay at S'pore .. i think , if i live there , i'm gonna stay at S'pore on Wed only !!! the routine : go to Custom at ard 6a.m. . go to m'sia , at ard 10a.m. ... is that okay ? i hope there won't be any jam .... i better ask my friend , Liang Jie .. =D BYE !!

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Never feared for anything.
Never shamed but never free.
A light that healed a broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly.
Saw beyond what others see.
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our features hold
Foolish lies of growin' old
It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can say,
You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.
The ones that we love are here with me.
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way
To live on eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I had so much to say and you're so far away.

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you
When it lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied.

So far away.

I need you to know

So far away
And I need you to,
Need you to know...

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/avenged_sevenfold/#share

2010-07-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

i'm freaking pissed off with my own attitude already ! if u wanna correct me , the doors are wide open ! u are WELCOME .. and as for YOU, i didn't do anything just now .. the "sir" scold us not because of me ! i didn't even talk so LOUDLY ! and F.Y.I , i didn't really TALK(!). i can agree with y'all that imma loud mouth person .. and that al so doesn't mean that i LOVE to talk that much .. i know that y'all would think that a person like me WONT SHUT UP ! and u think that a person like me ALWAYS ON A GOOD MOOD ! well , think again ! i'm not an entertainer . i'm not that CRAZY !i'm not a stupid girl who always do stupid things !!! i'm not the type of girl who always OPEN MY MOUTH WIDE OPEN !you can know what i'm doing .. but , i can know what YOU are doing ..i have to agree that i'm worse than you most of the time but ,

DON'T JUST BLAME ME FOR THE THINGS THAT THEY DO !

u are NO different than me !

u are a human , so am i ..

u got sense of humor , so am i .

u have a brain , so am i .

u got mouth , so am i ..

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE ?! i can't find the difference ! and F.Y.I i does all that crazy stuff is because , I'M FREAKING PISSED !

pissed with what happen with me lately .

pissed with what the person around me treat me ..

and that someone treat me as if i'm invincible ..

DO U EVEN KNOW HOW THAT FEELS ?!

ur life is full with love, care and support .. u think that my life is full with all of that ?! i think it's not even 1/3 of it .. i bet it is less ! although i'm pissed , i'm trying to let it all behind of me .. i think i'm over the limit .. i know that u guys are pissed with me .. i think i'm more pissed with my LIFE !

u don't even know ..

u don't even want to know ..

u don't even care ..

u don't even bother ..

u just judge my book by its cover . the cover says , "I LOVE MY LIFE ! I'm CRAZY !" but , page by page , all FULL OF SADNESS . FULL OF BITTERNESS . which i choose not to show it .. i still don't want to show it though .. calling me names doesn't offend me anymore .. TRY HARDER ! and that shows how hard i'd been through the years of names .. many things that happen to me is sooo HARD ! it doesn't get better over time .. it become worse and worse .. till now , i feel i'm living in a world of "nobody cares" . even if there's someone who really cares , i bet it's like 1/100 .. and YOU, YOU DON'T KNOW !! even when something weird happen to me that day , ALL OF YOU STEPPED UR WAY OUT ! and only one of YOU bother to help me .. i wish i can pay him back .. i simply hate ME , MYSELF and I ! and please , for the last time , don't blame me for what i didn't do .. and please correct me if i'm pissing u off !!

2010-07-20T15:56:00.002+08:00

I'M SIMPLY PISSED WITH WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME !!!!!

why must the "emo" me strikes back ?

everyone including me is still wondering ..

everything is not going smoothly ..

it's the opposite ..

i don't even know when it start ..

but i know it happen a long time ago ..

TIRED !!

2010-07-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey !!!
okaay , i'd been busy for 3 straight saturdays ..
i'd forgotten about what event i had for the 1st saturday .
2nd , i have this simposium bahasa @ school ..
3rd , i had amazing race with the hwa chong instuition .
the picture u see was took when we're on our way to Hwa Chong .
and tht is my DP for my FB .
okay , tht's random ... ~~
so , on sunday , was BUSY , still .
we went to IKEA to buy some thing for our gamelan room .
the things we bought was curtain , shoe rack and blah blah blah ..
after IKEA , went GEYLANG! .
1st , we went to Tanjong Katong ...
Went there is soo WASTE OF TIME !
we didn't managed to find the things that we want ..
then walk our way to Joo Chiat Complex ..
it was boring at first ..
but , we get to buy the thing(s) we want . XDXDXD
suddenly , there's this 1 APEK! said to Farhanny ;
Hi girl girl , mau beli apa ?
then , we were like , just see see only , in malay .
suddenly , there's this one guy said to Farhanny the same thing ..
then , salehan said Farhanny's full name ..
then tht guy said;
name Farhanny eh ???
Farhanny;
tk ah tk ah , Tipah ..
then we were like , WHAT ?!
tht guy straight away "disturb" Farhanny by calling her "tipah"
we were like laughing ....................
when we want to go out of the place , tht guy said;
"bye tipah BYE !!"
that is sooo --'
today , i had NPCC training and Gamelan Rehearsal for the BP50 Anni .
i was sooooooo confused where MUST i go 1st ..
i don't whether tht's the right or wrong choice ..
till now , i'm still confused ..
i went to Gamelan 1st 'cos i need to carry the instrument .
i went to NP ard 4+ ..
is that too bad ??
i dont know how to manage my TIME ~!
FREAK !
arrgghh !
on wednesday , i have a maths test ..
and on wednesday , i have to go to Hwa Chong for Racial Harmony Celebration ..
and tht Celebration is DURING SCHOOL HOURS !!!!!!!
PLS ! help me !!!!!!!!!
i'm getting a headache now !!!
need to go to sleep ..
till here then ..
BYE PEEPS !!

SHIT by a FREAK

2010-07-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

this is totally weird ..

totally to the max .

okay , i had a marksman Dry Shoot just now ..

everything is okay la .

the not okay is ,

when we're waiting for our bus ..

i was demonstrating how the NCC hentak ..

suddenly , a "sesat" bird SHIT on my eye !

i get to joke ard with them tho ..

but seriously !

it's really disgusting !

i wans like , WTFreak !!!!!

it lands on my left eyeball !

now , i feel like i just got punched by somebody .

PAIN SEYH !

i hope nothing happen la .

wish me ..

and ouh ya ,

i get to tell them this;

maybe the bird shit on me maybe it's for a reason ..

maybe , the bird is wishing me all the best for my Marksman nxt yr .

WAKAKAKAKAKAKA !

without noticing there's some more ard my eye ..

when i touch it , i was like .

WHAAT-THA !

i quickly ask for water ..

even my "inside" also got infected seyh ..

2 in 1 !?

WTH !!

disgusting seriously .. this is my first time ..

never expect that to happen ..

and i didn't even look up ..

how can the bird SHIT on me >?!

FREAK !
i hope , Seriously hope ,
NOTHING WILL HAPPEN WITH MY LEFT EYE ..
insya-allah (god willing)

till here then ,,

BYE !

2010-07-11T17:07:00.001+08:00

to syafiqah;

i think u don't want me to give u advice .

but oh well , i just wanna update my DEAD blog ..

the good thing about think ur past mistake is ,,,,

at least u know that what u'd done is wrong ..

the present ,,

don't do the same thing again and make urself regret ...

it's useless if u regret ..

'cause for me , regret SUX to the CORE !

if there's such thing as "undo" button in our life ,

i bet , life would be both breeze and disaster ..

it'll be a disaster 'cause ppl might use it wrongly ..

so that's why we don't have an "undo" button..

we must sort it out our/yourself ..

itulah yng dinamakan cabaran .. XD XD XD

-other post-

messaging with my sec 4(2009) senior is the BEST !

she'll always motivate me with my studies ..

she gave me advice that i'll always remember .

i'll never forget her advice ..

i promise myself ..

i'll take ppl's advice ...

especially her ..

i can only say this ,

hope u will get a good results for all the exams u take ..

and , get into ur Dream Uni .. =DD

i'll always remember u .

u've done so many good things to me ..

U ARE THE BEST !!!!!!!!

2010-06-13T09:23:00.000+08:00

heyyo !!

HAHAHAHA !

i know it's dweir for me to laugh .

but , i'm now a bit "kembang" because of yesterday's event .

they keep calling me "cute" !!

i was like , "YAHOO !!!" hahahahha !

damn epic ..

i wish all those ppl who weren't there , was there ..

confirm , they all laugh like ........ *speechless*

in the bus , we all really made a lot of noise ..

it was DAMN FUN !!

but for those in front , all very quite ..

i thought the Dikir's are noisy ..

turn out , the GAMELAN and the MALAY DANCERS !!

WOOOHHHOOOO !!

the most embarrassing moment was when i wanted to sing my part ,

the mic is not switched on ! WTH ?!

i just continue only .

act like nobody business .. HAHAHAH !

i love it when we was in the class ..

Syafiqah keep saying "cikgu , cikgu cute arh"

i was soooooo KEMBANG !

i tried to act cool but it is not working !

HAHAHAH !

then , cikgu marlina came ..

after that , the "fun" is not at all fun anymore ..

'cause , i'm running out of gas ..

Laughing Gas ..

HAHAHAH !

then went to the bus , talk talk talk .

suddenly hor ,

the bus hor , go yew tee liao ..

we all like , "bus driver ! our school is not at yew tee ."

the bus driver hor , turn one BIG round ..

Shafiyyah said this to us "this is the exact place where the bus start to turn"

we was like EXACTLY !!!!

but luckily , we all get to talk much ..

when i reached school , i took lots of pic i guess ??

HAHAHA ! fun BODOW !

aik ? fun tk bodow .. APA DA !

HAHAHAH !

yea , we took some pic ..

then , HOME SWEET HOME ..

not that sweet actually .

it's a bit messy .. ARRGGHH !!

HAHAHAHAH !

so , BYE PEEPOS !!

adios amigo !!

2010-06-08T20:13:00.000+08:00

my life is BLOODY complicated now ..
simply about 2 things ah .
which is ,
1st , Family .
2nd , about somebody which i maybe gonna tell u all ..
kaekae .
1st -
i don't know why am i acting soo "bitchy" nowadays to my family members .
especially , to my parents .
i admit it okay .
i'm not that type of ppl who hate to admit things .
i'm always moody when i reach home .
nothing really happen to school .
nothing really makes me so angry .
but , something's really make me feel soo fed-up when see others parents .
i felt jealous , that's one thing .
another , i just cant see why i they didn't even give me $$ so , i can save 'em .
i know they really hate when i talk about $$ .
can they like give me $2/week ?
it is SUPER enough for me .
'cause , i dont really spend that much .
i spend when i need to .
but , they always hesitate to give me $$ .
WTH ?!
if she can buy a box for like $10+ every 2 weeks i guess ,
why cant she just give me that amount of money ?!
I'M FUCKING FED-UP !
i dont care . i make u read it just to let y'all know how FUCKING fed-up i am .
FUCK TO THE MAX !
FUCKED UP !
i think that should be enough 'cause i know y'all hate that word .
i know , i understand .
i hate that word too .
but what to do ..
HEY !! it rhymes !! LoLs !
kaekae , enough with all that craps .
back to the topic .
don't y'all agree with that ?
which ones more important ?
my life , or that STUPID! "box" ??
i understand ..
can u just quit ?
i've not done that for like a year or more ..
i can stop !
why can't u ?
it is easy ..
just DONT BUY THAT STUPID! BOX !!
dont u get it ? *nodding head*
seriously !
cock-up sial !
another thing . i know i have the most money in the bank .
but , u dont have to withdraw that much until i dont have enough for myself .
i need that MORE than u do .
u didnt even know that .
all u know is just do all the things that u like !
ARRGGHH !!
this really F**Ked UP !!
KIWEK !!! GERAM SAKK !!
kan dah klua sume bende yng tk btol ! HAIYA !!!!
i just cant see how my future's like ..
i just can't seem to understand .
that's the problem with me now ..
and same goes to u .
i love to use it all u like and then , u didnt even think about others .
i think , that's the end of part one .
i hope everything will turn out right ..
just hope , just pray , just try to make it right .
to make it back to the path where i should be for these prob .
insya-allah , AMIN ..

2nd -
think the second one is a bit nonsense ..
'cause it's about something .. will tell u .
not to worry .
it starts ,,

DOWN !!!!

MORE !!

NOWWW !!!
okay , it's about these 2 guys .
the first guy is the guy that i'd rejected .
it's funny for me to think about him .
i reject him just because that i dont really know him that well .
i think about him because ,
his "sweetness" .
i really make the right choice of reject-ing him .
i speak the "rude" way to him .
he speak the "sweet" way to me .
even now , still .
although he already have his somebody .. LoLs !
he really still remember .
i just can't believe it .. HAHAHAHA !
okay that's enough for the 1st guy .
the 2nd ,
i think the second is a bit obvious if i type out here ..
i can't tell u guys . i'm soo sorry.
i'm just afraid that he reads this ..
Laugh Out Soooo Loud ( LOSL )
not gonna talk about it at all ..
i have a feeling why he does that to me .
i cant totally say the list of things that he had done to me ..
but , FOR SURE ,
i dont want to have any of those now .
just not the right time .
and , nowadays , it's hard to find guys that's really sincere .
they're just not that matured ..
so , girls out there ,
BE CAREFUL for the guys that u have now ..
hope y'all last long !!!! XD XD XD

2010-05-31T17:41:00.002+08:00

how i wish i can be by ur side FOREVER .. but i know , one day , we will be seperated . i'll try my best to KEEP IN TOUCH with u . if i don't i have to say sorry to u now .. 'cause maybe i don't have enough time to say it to u .. i just want u to know that , i'll always remember u no matter what , i'll pray for u ..

2010-05-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

hey wassup u guys !!
today's audition went GREAT !!
i thought that i'm gonna screw it all up ..
but , THE JUDGES GAVE US VERY GOOD COMMENT !!
*kembang kembang*
but , Mr. Aliffy was right ..
i need to improve on my guitar skills .
and not to rush .. that's all ..
the rest is okay .. they said that Sa'adah's voice were GREAT .
Then , i lol ! infront of them .. LoLs !
even be4 the singing starts , i get to joke with the judges ..
HAHAHAHA ! good right ?! YEAP !
so yea .. not gonna talk much .
just until here .. AT LEAST I UPDATE !
HAHAHAHA~! kk ,
BYEs !

2010-05-04T19:08:00.001+08:00

here there humans !!

can it be aliens ? LoLs !

so , what's today's news ?

not much but , i think i wanna change some song (lyrics only) ..

LoLs ! that was inspired by , me , myself and I !

HAHAHAHA !

seriously , not kidding ..

u guys give me a song , and i'll edit it for u .

the first verse until the chorus ONLY !!

in order for me to do that ,

1st , why do u want me to edit the song eg. for maths , something that u hate etc.

2nd , give me ur blog URL and i'll tag u if i'm done ..

3rd(last) , not happy , complain and i'll edit it for u once more ..

aitex !! okay .. kayo .

nothing much to say .. and ouh ya !

before i forget to remember ,

i'll do some "preview" from wonder girls - nobody ..

i'll translate it .. to make my-life and the UR life easier ..

that'll my first edit song ..

so,

BYE and stay tune for my 1st edited song to be "played" ..

yours truly ,

::: Ienah TemanMu :::

2010-04-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

i was not happy today .

not angry , but SAD .

he kept talking about me ..

he was a person who i used to be close with .

and now , i think ,

all the thing that i've done to him is a WASTE !

i let go for that person just because of him .

and this is how he treat me ?!

i'm so angry and at the same time , upset .

i shouldn't let go of him from the first place .

i should fight until i've win .

i should have to prove him wrong .

but all the "should" changed to "shouldn't"

isn't that "great" ?

arrgghh ! even if i post it here ,

nobody will even understand ..

2010-04-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

it was both fun and tiring day today .

everybody was wondering why my class is soo "special" .

because , we wore our green house t-shirt .

my friends keep asking me , where will we be going .

i told Munirah that we'll be going to graveyard .

but , actually , we went to a farm .

Around Yishun and it's called Bah Soon Pah if i'm not wrong (the spelling) .

around 0715 , we report at the school foyer .

and guess what , i said hello to James Armstrong !!!!!! (okay weird)

ya ......

me and Sa'adah CHIONG to the front .

but then , Aishah , Shafiyyah , Ameerah and Lisa came to the front .

i was okay with that ,

at least , it's not the guys .

inside the bus , i kept laughing about those who's taking the National Anthem .

'cos , we're not singing ..

and i also say that our class confirm the odd one out ..

in the bus , i make noise as i dont want the bus to be silent .

if it's silent , it's like we're at the graveyard .

u know , graveyard , where there's a little noise ..

so , ya !

make noise , make noise , make noise ...

then we reached there ..

i just took my first step there and i smell chicken poo ..

i was like EWW !! (like real)

then mr Lim Chee Whee (the spelling i think it's wrong) ,

took us to his farm .

i thought his farm was like the nicest ,

but , i turn out to be , NO SHELTER ?!!

and now , i've turned dark , AGAIN !

1st , we learnt maths ,

our maths is all about measuring how much is the length ,

then we divide to 50m and then we know how many seeds we can plant around that 50m plot .

i didnt almost do anything as i really dont understand what issit .

i just hear what shafiyyah say .. (LOL)

then we took our break , for like around 15 mins ..

then . it's science ..

to tell y'all the truth ,

if u're outside school learning , we cannot even feel how long have we been there .

i thought it was like just 1hour .

but then around 4-5hrs had past .

after science , we had our break again . this time was like 30 mins .

after that , is we learn the farming techniques ..

it was quite disgusting .

we have to pluck out the leaves with our bare hands . (GROSS)

but , good for me , i didnt even see any earthworms ..

if not , i confirm dont want to go there anymore .

after that is english .

nothing special about that period .

then ,

head back to the school .

the interesting part is when my classmate do some cheers .

i even saw that somebody outside the bust looking at us .

it was SHOCKING !

confirm loud seyh our cheer . (HAHAHAHA !)

then i do the last cheer .

which is the bp cheer changed to 2C CHEER !!!

"2C WHERE'S THE HEAT ,

SHOW THAT U CAN ROCK THE BEAT ,

YEAAAA 2C !!

chua chu kang , oi !

bukit panjang , oi !

ALL THE WAY , OI !

ALL WE SLAY , OI !

IF THEY CHARGE , OI !

WE WILL BARGE , OI !

SO WE SAY , OI !

ALL THE WAY , OI !

YEAHHHHHHH~~~~ 2C ~~~!!!"

so , basically i dont know what to change when the part chua chu kang and the bukit panjang ..

my mind is soo blank ..

HAHAHAHA !!

so , till here then folks !

BYEEE !!

2010-04-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

i've watched a DISGUSTING video recently .

EWWWW !!!!

i dont wish to show it to u all .

seriously !

and today ,

i've just received a GREAT piece of news !!!

Mr Tan HAD BEEN DISCHARGED !!!

YABADABADOO !! (~random~)

but the another sad piece of news is ,

he'll not be with us for this whole week .

and , yea , Sandra , Shi Hui and Natalie ,

went to visit Mr Tan on Saturday .

it's not that pleasant when they go there . (LOL)

infact , Mr Tan Scold them !!!!! (HAHAHAHAHA !)

i said to them , "why didn't u tell me in the first place?"

they say , " i dont have ur number"

i say , "i thought sandra have my number ?!"

they say , "err , she lost her phone.."

then i was like *paiseyh paiseyh*

hmm ,

what's next ?!

umm yea !

i just knew that "HE" is not usually for boys ,

it's generally , can be use for girls too .

so yea , dont get confused ..

AHAH !

i remember what i'm going to say .

just now , we went to the Toy Museum .

it was quite fun tho .

i took plenty of pictures with sa'adah.

especially when we're on our way there .

it was like around 30+ pics overall .

i upload the pics at my facebook .

it's open to public .

so yea . HAHAHAHA !

and till here .

~BYE~

2010-04-11T14:59:00.001+08:00

this post might be abit different from other posts .

this post alignment is right .

so , this might be some sorta special ABIT !

actually , this post is dedicated to somebody ,

somebody who already make me "angry".

i told u already ,

this might be the 3rd time i'm telling you ,

if u gotta problem ,

i can be ur extra pair of ear !

SERIOUSLY !

when i asked ur bestfriend if there's any problem with u ,

even ur bestfriend didn't know .

and i read ur blog .

u say that u're depressed .

isn't there a problem that u're hiding from me ?!

this is making me WAY TO ANGRY !

*sigh heavily*

but , seriously , i cant take it anymore .

dont wanna talk 'bout this too much .

BYE ! =/

2010-04-10T11:05:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey !

ok , sorry cant update about on thursday yesterday .

ok , now , i'll tell u .

on thursday , i DAMN bored ..

'cos , Mr. Tan is not in .

i oso dono wat is soo special about him .

but , i know that is kind TO THE MAX !

and actually , i wanna visit him on friday ,

which is yesterday .

but he said this sentence to shamimi ,

"don't let them visit me . i wanna REST IN PEACE . "

huh ? what does he mean by that ?

R.I.P ?!

OMG ! pls dont !

seriously ......

without him , my class wont get praised by other teachers . =.="

i know it's rare for a N/T classes to get praised .

but , with him around , IT'S EASY TTM !

i hope he'll be discharged ASAP !

because , MYE is coming !!!

and on Tuesday , 13.04.10 we'll be going for a farm trip .

and if we dont know what task will we be doing ,

confirm die one .. (LOL)

but , heng ah ,

he told us already .

but , if we dont know the solution ,

confirm die ah ! (so gek sim)

that's what i felt la .

but , hope ,

everything turn out right .

and yesterday ,

i have this real BAD BAD headache .

all of it happen after my DnT lesson .

like what i said on my last post .

they corporate only at a certain time .

walao ! i do almost all of the jobs sia !

seriously ,

even the painting also i do .

not all la , but most of it .

they tried to help ,

but , they did it wrongly , and

me and Ms. Irma helped to make it right .

but , what to do ,

it's over .

i know my blog heading is ,

it's not over .

it is not for most of the things .

and it is for some things .

ok , after the school ends ,

i went to follow sa'adah to take her band shirt .

she said that the block is 144 , and i thought it was at teck whye .

but then , it's 459 ..

THE NUMBERS IS SOOO FAR APART !

lets calculate ,

459-144=315

the difference of the numbers is 315 ?!

but , i cant blame her .

she's not good at memorising . (L.O.L)

and yea , after that ,

i went for gamelan .

at that time , i'm not as attentive as i usually am last time .

because of that headache ,

i'm soo totally not attentive .

what a waste .

ok la ,

i gtg . (from blog)

BYE !!!!

2010-04-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

soo sorry i cant update about ywhat happened yesterday .
i'm having a REAL REAL bad headache .
seriously , after DnT lesson .
'cos of the jobs there are soooo damn INTENSIVE !
lol !
k la .
i must take those words on wat YINGx2 said to me .
sleep . LoL !!
okok ,
BYE !

2010-04-08T21:21:00.001+08:00

just wanna say that ,
Mr Tan Suan Tien is admitted to hospital .
he'll not be with us for unknown days .
i dont know wether i wanna visit him or not .
*sigh*
oh well ,
dont wanna talk much about this .
and BYE !
will update about today some other time .
so ,
TATA !

2010-04-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

i've tried to search for ur blog ,

but i cant find ..

have u changed ur URL ?

and i felt soo bored nowadays ..

2010-04-04T16:43:00.000+08:00

Anne Frank...
i know that y'all heard of her rite ?
if u haven't ,
well she's a Jewish girl .
was born on June 12, 1929 in Frankfurt am Main .
Anne began school and attended a Montessori school where she enjoyed reading and writing .
Anne was very outgoing ,
energetic and extraverted ,
while Margot was quiet ,
dedicated to her studies and introverted .
Anne recorded the most intimate details of daily life during her two-year stay in the Secret Annexe ,
and conveyed her fear of being discovered almost daily .
The members of the Secret Annexe passed time reading and studying .
Anne wrote almost daily in her diary until her last diary entry on August 1, 1944 .
Three days later on August 4, 1944, the Franks, Van Pels, and Mr. Pfeffer were discovered and arrested by the Gestapo .
They were then sent on to concentration camps.
All members of the Secret Annex except Otto Frank died in the camps .
It is believed that Anne died of typhus in February or March 1945 .
When Otto Frank returned to Amsterdam ,
he was given Anne’s diary that had been forgotten when the Gestapo came .
The diary was first published in German in 1947 ,
and then published in America in 1952 .
Several films and documentaries have also been made about Anne’s experience in the Secret Annexe . Eleanor Roosevelt wrote the introduction to the diary’s American edition ,
and described the diary as "one of the wisest and most moving commentaries on war and its impact on human beings that I have ever read." .
so , all of that is being copied by the Anne Frank's biography .
for better understanding,
in may 1940 ,
the Germans invaded the Netherlands .
the German's prime minister , Hitler said that he wants to put all the Jews in one camp.
i'm not sure what is the camp site called .
the Germans didn't give them food to eat .
maybe they give but , once in a month i guess .
but , the only thing i know about Anne Frank is ,
she died at a very young age .
which is 15 ..
it was told that she died because of typhus or something .
i forget what it is called .
when i watched the movie ,
Anne Frank The Whole Story ,
i see , a young girl who have many dreams ,
and never gave up in the secret annex .
i think the secret annex is what the camp site is called ..
btw , i have to do something else now ..
if u wanna watch the movie ,
just click on the link .
so ,
BYE !!!!

2010-04-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey !!!

first of all , i wanna talk 'bout on thurs .

on thurs , I GOT MY RANK !!!

although it's only lance corporal ,

at least my rank is the same as some of the sec 3 .

HAHAHAHHA !

ok ok .

then have rifle drill and blah3 ..

cant collaborate more on that ..

now , i'll talk about yesterday ..

yesterday , my family and i went to KL .

for 1 day only .

the good thing is , we go to the KLCC .

we go there like we're at orchard .

HAHAHAHAH !

good la .

but , i didnt even spend a single cent at there .

then the boys/guys go to do their prayers .

we , girls enjoy SHOPPING !!!!!!!!!!!

then ...(dot dot dot)

when the guys came back ,

we eat .

i eat wantan chicken dumpling .

my mom ask me ,

"why your soup is more then ours ."

i didn't say anything .

after that ,

we go to petaling street .

a.k.a , bugis . HAHAHAHA !

i just spend on bags ..

not school bags but , "raya" bag .

at first , we reach KL at 1.23 pm .

nice timing rite ? HAHAHA !

then , we leave KLCC at around 4.25 pm .

then we reach petaling street at around 6.30 pm .

leave KL at 8.25 pm .

we suppose to leave there at 7.00 pm .

but we delayed SOO much time .. *sigh*

at the expressway ,

WALAO ! soo damn dark sia !

seriously , i cant even see a thing .

it's around 9.50 after we left the petrol station .

and everything turned sooo dark .

and the moon's soo reddish ..

it's like the sun colour .

WHOA .

and the moon is like SOO big .

seriously ,

it was soo shocking .

and the most scary part is when my father is soo sleepy .

i keep praying and praying so that we will be back home safely .

and now , i'm home safely .

the most paisey part is when at the checkpoint .

i slept infront of the police ..

i hope i didn't snore that time .

HAHAHAHA !

if not , PAISEY !!

but , usually , i dont snore la .

HAHAAHAHAHA !

i took soo many videos just to keep me awake .

HAHAHAHA !

ok la . i wanna settle some things that i MUST settle .

so , BYE !

2010-03-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

OHH AMM GEE !!!!!!
lisa just thought me something about N/A maths !!
YAHOO !!! i'm soo damn happy .
i think , Mr tan is going to test us about the question that lisa just thought me .
i hope so .
maths is soo easy after all .
seriously .
i take maths as my GREATEST obstacle .
and now , i'm soo happy that i've overcome it .
N/A maths is not at all difficult .
if u have an initiative to learn and understand the concept .
MATHS MATHS MATHS !
is the subject that is MOST important .
our life is full of mathematics .
even old ppl or not highly educated ppl know maths .
especially those who's selling fish , foods etc. knows maths .
the most basic one .
without maths , ur life is SOO miserable .
like for example , if u not good at all at maths ,
i take a pencil as an example ,
a pencil cost 10 cents .
then u give 50 cents .
then the money return is 20 cents .
if u are SOOO dumb , u just take the money and go .
if u're the genius one , u might scold the seller rite ??
HAHAHHA !
i think these example is soo easy ...
nehmind .
i oso dont want to give a difficult question .
it waste my precious time .
i have plenty of work to do ,
homework , polish boots , iron NPCC clothes and many more la !!
okay then ,
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BYES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-03-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

OHH to the AMM to the GEE !!

i'm sooo obsessed with drums nowadays ..

so basically , i keep watching videos that have something related to drums .

i'll show u the videos at the end of this post .

and yeah ,

yesterday , my father went out for jamming .

i was there too .

but , i keep starring at the drums .

not the drummer .

but the drum set .

OMG !!

i kept saying this to myself,

"i hope i own a drum set" .

now u know how obsessed i am with drums rite ..

AHHAHAHAHAH !

but , yesterday , i didn't get a chance to even hold the stick yesterday .

arrggh . but nevermind .

at least i get to hear the WILD DRUM !!

HAHAHAH ! (okae , weird)

blah blah blah .

i know , i know ..

y'all gonna say , hey , this girl is sick .

and wat they mean by that is ,

why suddenly she say "blah blah blah" .

the simplest answer is ,,,,

I'M BORED !

thathirah is not replying my message . =.="

okok .

it is ,,, weird . (HAHAHAHA)

ALAMAK !!

i think i forget to settle something..

and that is , sign a consent form about NP .

we're going to the police heritage centre ..

i hope we're not going to the wrong place again .

like last time ,

at that time , we're suppose to go to some place that have relation with Total Defence .

but then , we go to the pyramid or watsoever the name is ... (HAHAHAHA)

but , it's fun tho .

okok .

like i said i'm going to post those videos about drums rite ?

here u go ,

all of it is SUPERB rite !!!
if u ask me , which one i love the most .
it should be BORN FOR THIS and FAT LIP .

ok ,

~byez~

2010-03-26T20:50:00.001+08:00

I WONT FALL IN LOVE AGAI N!

and that's FINAL !

GOT SICK OF IT !

2010-03-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

i got 1 thing that i long wanted ..
but then ,'ve been quitting for about 4 years ..
am i going to do it again ?
or just give it to somebody ?
the taste is irresistible ..
it is "cooling" ..
i know the consequences that i might face in the future ..
but , i have a choice rite ?
but , the choices are soo ........
i dont know what to say ..
but , i'm sooo damn confuse right now ..
i asked that thing from somebody ..
but then , am i going to do it ?
ARRGGHH !!
i'm totally BLANK rite now ..
if i do that ,
will i get caught ?
i mean , the thing that i'm going to do is nonsense ..
i'll let u guess ..
what is the "thing" that i might be doing .. =DD

peace out !

2010-03-14T15:45:00.004+08:00

23%-Words Of Affirmation

27%-Quality Time

17%-Receiving Gifts

27%-Acts Of Service

7%-Physical Touch

i think that answers everything ..
as in , i hate to be touched by others ..
i love myself . =))
nothing to post ..
just want my blog to be "alive" .
HAHAHA !
OK ! bye !

2010-03-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

first of all ,
i wanna apologise for not updating for soo long ..
almost hit 1 week ..
HAHAAH !
although i many things had happen , i feel like lazy to blog 'bout it .
TIRED u know !!!
ok , just now , i had NP after sports carnival ..
i felt lucky 'cos , i lost the first match ..
i know that y'all might say that , "this girl should be INSANE !"
but then , i am ..
dont know how to explain .. =DDD
and , FINALLY !
my problem had been solved ..
when the problem is solved ,
the teacher's starting to like solve it ..
isn't it weird ..
then , i must have to go to seek for a counseling .. =((
but , at least , i understand how to understand myself ..
i think it ends now .. (my post)
k la !
BYE BYE !!

2010-03-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

sad sad sad !!
u didn't even give me a reply ..
*sigh*
guess , have to give u some more time .. =.="
anyways ,
i've changed my blog song !!
hope u like it !! =DD
and , yesterday ,
most of my seniors ,
gave me advise !!!
and hell im proud of it !
thnx lots !
thnx for making me feel better .. =))
he told me that ,
i need to give her more time ..
wait till monday ..
Shamimi said that too , thnx ehh ! =))
Insyirah a.k.a Syirah anak ali ..
HAHA ! she said that she's a love doc ..
well , i've to agree with her ..
but , not 100% .. LoL !
thnx for making me better yea junior ..
and , dont misunderstand me bout yesterday .. =)
guess , that's all ..
post again 2moro ?
not promise ah !!

~BYE~

2010-03-06T15:52:00.000+08:00

hey umm , firstly , i wanna apologise to al my blog readers about yesterday's post ..

i was soo confused .

i dont know who to talk with ..

with this blog , maybe i'll be ok ..

'cos , u'll understand .. =))

and thanx to Fie ,

who always gave me advice ..

although we haven't met , i know , u have a strong heart ..

who would always understand a person like me .

i hope , if i know u , u'll definitely understand me ..

u're like my counselor at bloggie ..

thnx for understanding me and giving me advice ..

i hope i'll change ASAP .

'cos , living in the condition like this , really sux .

i really really really need to change ..

And to the person that i've betrayed ,

i hope u've received my message ..

i hope u read it .

i hope u'll give me a reply .

i hope u'll still give me the chain message about friendship ..

i'm being soo selfish and i didn't realize it ..

WHY didn't anybody tell me ?

all i thought that u'll always be with me forever ..

i guess , it ends now ?

if i see u in school ,

i'll not gonna bother u anymore ..

i can only talk to u about Dnt , IPW , and the projects that we have .

thnx for EVERYTHING that u've done to me .

thnx for ALL the memories ..

no matter what , i'll still treasure u ..

even if u took back all ur words ,

i think , i've hurt u enough .

i dont want u be hurt about me ..

i guess , this the end ?

hope we'll not be together during ITE ..

i hope u'll really understand .

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here,
now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life,
but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile,
holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come,
but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn,
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us,
changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight,
follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn,
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or see u once again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time
You lost it's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

2010-03-06T09:11:00.000+08:00

the GREAT memory i had with you is when we watched jennifer's body ..
the favourite song u like about that movie is through the trees ..
i'm hearing it now ..
can't stop remembering u .
can't stop flashback-ing those memories we had ..
cant stop hearing the 1st verse ..
where he say ,
all alone in an empty room ,
nothing left but those memories of when ,
i had my BESTFRIEND .
kept remembering where u hit me with a pillow ..
and mine is the golden and urs the brown .
gonna watch dear john today ..
and i will always imagine where u'll always be beside me ..
I WANA SHOUT LOUDLY !
but i cant ..
all left is just a memory ..
we cant rewind it back ..
like what i said ,

what's have been done , it's done ..

what's have been gone , it's gone ..

what's have been over , IT'S OVER !

guess , i have to leave now ..

i hope what i say now really brought me back to the path where u and me ..

and the scars , may be the sign of what we have now ..

2010-03-05T21:02:00.001+08:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to friend

I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky friend
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of friend is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on friend is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky friend
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to friend
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to friend
I did

the highlighted , bold and colored is the things that really happen in my life ...
that is just fcuking sux !!! =DD

2010-03-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

the previous post is all about emo-ing ..
HAHA !
kk , just now , my guitar got confiscated for no reason ..
i think ..
but , i think both ahh . ok , SDFW !
dont wanna elaborate more ..
it seriously upsets me .. hehe .
ok , now , waiting for somebody to online ..
i think she's not gonna be online anymore ..
'cos she did just now .. *sigh*
kk , i brought my guitar just now ..
have i told u just now ? i think i did ..
HAHAHAHAHA !!
i learn ''whataya want from me'' half-way ..
but , at least i know how isit roughly like ..
thanks to hazim .. HAHA !
really appreciate much ..
although it's just a little ..
i've learnt how read tabs now ..
he thought me ..
i think i'm not a visual learner ..
i learn through touching things .. HAHA ~~!!
~random~
reading tabs is not complicated after all ..
kk , hmm , today was a 3 in 1 BAD DAY ~!
1st , guitar confiscated ,
2nd , get scolded by teacher for no reason and lastly ,
3rd , a DEAREST friend asked me to die ??
isn't that "fascinating" ?
people might think that i'm crazy rite now ..
but , actually , yes !!!
and u gotta problem with that ?
HAHA !
------------------------------------------------the end------------------------------------------------------
and another thing , dont stress out urself .
and ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW !!! (to: hazim and atikah)

2010-03-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

i know that this will happen !

1 day , just 1 fine/idiotic day !

EVERYTHING WILL GET ALL SOO FCUKED UP !

at first i thought i found somebody who really understands me ..

someone will accept who i am ..

someone that will really be a helping hand to me ..

someone whom which i really die2 thought that they will be by my side forever ..

someone who can really know what's going on ..

someone who WONT gave up on me easily ..

someone who can be my GREAT-FRIEND !

but , all of that happens the opposite way ..

that someone dont really understand me .

that someone really that someone didnt really accept who i am ..

that someone is not really a helping hand of mine ..

that someone is DIE2 WILL NOT BE MY SIDE FOREVER !

that someone really gave up on me easily ..

that someone is not really my great-friend ..

I ADMIT !

i was wrong ..

i'm the IDIOT one !

i'm the one whom u can put the blame on ..

i'm the GREATEST IDIOT FCUKING PERSON !

and i want the whole world to know how jerk i am !

i'm THE ONE WHO IS WRONG !

WRONG THE ONE THAT U'LL NEVER ACCEPT ..

even though i've explain to u ..

AT FIRST I THOUGHT U SAY "GO AND DIE" IS JUST A JOKE ..

BUT , I KNOW THAT U'LL NOT SAY IT AGAIN AFTER I'VE EXPLAINED IT ..

even if i tried it , i'll not rewind it back ..

what's have been done , it's done ..

what's have been gone , it's gone ..

what's have been over , IT'S FCUKING OVER !

i still remember the time when u quarrel with ur "twin"

i'm the one that understands u ..

i'm the one who settled the doubt for u ..

i'm the one who will always be there for u no matter what ..

despite all the hard-ship that u've faced , i tried to settle it ..

i tried to understand u ..

i tried to understand what kinda problem u're facing ..

but , this is how u repay me ?

i really2 thought that , that is enough for u to understand ..

understand me ,

understand what kinda situation i am now ..

u keep all ur secrets safely ..

NOBODY KNOWS IT !

i wont break it ..

a secrets stay as a secret ..

i'm trying hard not to betray u ...

but , maybe i am now ..

i'm the jerk one ..

i'm the IDIOTIC one ..

the one who really judge the book by it's cover ..

the one , who really thought that everything is going to fine no matter what ..

but , all of that is just a fairy-tale ..

no such thing as a happy ending !

no such thing as "happily-ever-after"

NO !

i'm telling u NO !

guess , i have to grant her wish from now onwards ..

she might think that it's a joke for saying "go and die"

not at all a joke if u face this kinda problem ..

it might bring u to depression ..

like what i am now !

2010-02-28T21:50:00.001+08:00

hyee Fie ..

ur post really make me realize who i really am ..

the "somebody" still haven't show up..

if i really have a strong heart ,

maybe i can just stand up for them ..

to tell u the truth , i'm just a normal ,

and many a times ,

weak hearted person ..

the "person" that's around me now maybe they're not the person that will be by my side ..

like forever ?

maybe just temporary ..

and make me realize how is "person" look like ..

that's really is my weakness ..

i keep caring 'bout others ..

but , not myself ..

people might think that i'm just putting on a show that ............

all of things that i told/done to them ..

but , i'm not ..

all of this is sincerely from my heart .

talking 'bout all of this ,

i keep asking the "person" what is my "..." ..

they keep saying nothing ..

i mean , seriously nobody's perfect rite ?

i noe they're hiding it ..

and they want me to realize what is my "..." ..

but , i cant do it by myself rite ? haha !

with nobody tell me , how am i gonna improve my character ?

am i right to say that ? hahs !

kk , i think i'm gonna stop talkin' 'bout this ..

and just move on .. XD

bye ?

2010-02-27T15:02:00.001+08:00

FINALLY !!!
yes finally !!!
I've learnt how to play seize the day ,
and Dear God by a7x ....
but , still , not perfect ..
people say that practice makes perfect rite ?
so , gonna practice until i'm sooo "perfect" .. HAHAHA ~~ !
kk , CHANGE TOPIC !
i also realize that behind all those smile ,
their heart is actually very pain ..
'cos of family problem and so on ..
i say that because that is what i'm facing now ..
i always try hard to cheer people up ..
but , behind all that , the bitterness that i face ..
is really heart-breaking ..
people always say that what i'm facing now is no big deal ..
no big deal for them ..
but , it is for me ..
'cos , they didn't even face what i'm facing now ..
all of them are living soo damn comfortably ..
i hope y'all get what i mean ..
i'm not gonna elaborate much 'bout this .. HAHAHAHA~~!
kk , see u during the next moon !!!

BYE !!!!

2010-02-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

HEY GUYS/GIRLS !!

i gotta GREAT news for me, myself and I !!

YAHOO !! i've finally get an 75% for my maths ,

i scored 69% for my science =(((( ..

i scored 68% for my english =((( ..

but , luckily i didn't score less then 65% !!

that's the GREAT news for me =)) .

but , overall , over 300 is , 71% !!

OMG !! that's a B !!

okok ..

i'm the highest for maths in my class ..

the second highest is 72% i think .. *sigh*

i didn't expect for myself to be the highest ..

i expect the guys , such as Elvin or lance ..

they are also good ..

i thought that i will get 60+ ..

but , THIS IS BEYOND MY EXPECTATION >.< !!

i can finally make my parents happy 'cos i'm the highest in maths ..

but , i've also noticed that , i got 55% for my maths last year ..

20% !! that's alot !! but , i'm not gonna be arrogant .

with some knowledge i have now , i'm gonna teach my classmate that are poor in maths ..

i'm not gonna be arrogant ..

WHAT FOR BEING ARROGANT ?!

but , later , they are higher then u ?!

so , moral of the story is , DON'T U EVER BE ARROGANT ..

DOESN'T MEAN U HAVE A LIL KNOWLEDGE , U HAVE TO KEEP IT TO URSELF ..

kk , CHANGE TOPIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just now , i had NP !!

we go to the Road safety park at ECP ..

i'm sure y'all know what's that rite ??

for the sake of the people that doesn't know , ECP means East Coast Park ..

ok ? are u clear now ?? (lame)

OMG !! it's both fun and boring ..

kk , i know that y'all want to know the boring part one rite ??

i bet u do .. HAHAHAHA !!! (LAME)

ok , so , the boring part is , i stand at the spot where i was assigned for 1-2 hrs ..

the FUN/BEST part is , (DRUM ROLLING)

I CHEERED LIKE A MANIAC IN THE BUS !!!!! LoL !!

isn't it weird ?

i does that so that i could release my stress .. =))

HAHAHAHAH !!

then , the sir say half-way , i start to cheer .. =.="

because , the sir say i want 1 cheer ...................

if i heard the word cheer only , i straight away cheer ..

then , the sir like not satisfy ..

he say , "IS this what y'all call cheer ?"

then i say , "i'm very "loud" but how come u say it's not loud enough"

then he say " i can only here Syakienah cheer , but , what about the rest ?!"

then , RESTART the cheer again ..

HAHAHAHA !!

now , i've lost my voice !! (OMG !!)

gotta eat Strepsils . and drink lots of beer ..

i , i mean Water .. >.<

kk , my post ends here ..

BYE !!!

2010-02-24T18:13:00.002+08:00

hey yeah hey !!

gonna talk 'bout today .. =))

today , well , i had maths ..

OMG !!!!

i think i'm gonna get C .. =((

ARRGGHH !!!

Y didn't he test us on that last time ??

GOSH !!

the question number , 4 or 5 i think ..

the question ask to find the simplest form for PR over DF i think ..

then , i dono , i just write DF over PR ..

there are no numbers for that length ..

so , i tikam2 la !! (HAHAHAHA !)

teacher oso never teach .. =((

total score is 40 ..

i think i'm gonna get 25/40 .. =((

i think , i get more then 3 wrong ..

1st is the 1st question ..

2nd is the one that i said ..

3rd is the last question .. =.="

like i said , not only 1 , but more then 3 ..

i've listed somemore .. HAHA !

if u dont read , dont ask me .. =))

jkjk ..

2moro is CPA test ..

CPA i'm 50-50 confident to get 90 ..

but confident to get 70 .. =.="

k la .. i think that's about it ..

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to passerby ;

i dont know if u've read my previous post on 22 February ..

i told y'all that i didn't study for any exams ..

but , what i do is just concentrate in class ..

although that help just a lil bit ,

u dont be like me ..

im telling you , NOBODY in this world is slow ..

it just depends on ur attitude towards learning ..

if ur attitude is poor , then , u gotta improve ..

just like me last time ..

I had a POOR attitude towards learning ..

but then , i regret ..

being regret is nothing actually ..

if u DIDN'T learn ur mistake ..

u're just as good as an idiots(no offence) ..

i admit , last time i'm an idiot ..

whom despise discipline ..

DON'T you ever have the attitude of "hack care" ..

that really SUX !

i know , u might think that "hack care" is nothing ..

but one day u'll realize and started to ask ur self ..

Y am i like that last time ?

i came to this is to tell u , U're not slow ..

i'm gonna tell u this again and again and again ..

just to tell u , NOBODY IS SLOW !!

seriously ..

if u say that , u have a low self-esteem ..

and that's what people like us always face ..

u say that u are hopeless or whatsoever ..

but , u didn't know , what talent u have ...

even though u're slow , at least , u're not the bottom last 3 person rite ??

i bet u're not ..

although that i have not met u before , but , i can understand ur situation ..

my friend is also a "slow" learner ..

but then , she realize that she's not ..

she's been day dreaming in class and didn't even pays attention to what the teacher's are saying ..

when she start to pay attention ,

she just realize that a "slow" learner is not actually slow ..

they just didn't put any effort towards learning ..

This message is passed down to you ..

cause i just wanna let u know once again that u're not at all slow ..

just that how much effort do u put in during lesson time ??

ok ? hope u understand what i'm saying ..

and , if u have any objection , u can just tag me .. =))

wishing u all the best to realize it ..

BYE !!

signing off ,

ienah =O

2010-02-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

AHHH !!!

science is sooo .....................

that means , no comment .. =/

*sigh*

totally doom i think .. HAHAAH !!

2 settled ..

3 more to go !!

kay kay ..

2moro is MATHS !!!!!!!!!!

i wanna GET B !!!!!

dont want to get C anymore !!

that really upsets me ..

'cos , i cant go to N/A with that grade .. =((

MUST TRY HARDER ..

MUST CHECK THOROUGHLY ..

NO CARELESSNESS !!

YESSAHH !!! gotta read the question properly ..

gotta concentrate and be more ATTENTIVE i think .. =/

so yea .. maths ..

my teacher will confirm mark my paper strictly .. =((

gotta make no mistake yo ..

not no .. at least DIFFICULT question get wrong then i can close 1 eye . -.-

the SIMPLE question is A COMPULSORY to score ..

YEA BABY !

if i cant even score , I'm just as good a looser .. =.="

so , gotta be alert !!!

gotta sleep early today !!

around 8 ?? HAHAHAH !!

kk , 2moro , drink milk ... (lol!)

btw , what does milk do ?

does it give me energy early in the morning ?

or just let my stomach hurts and then sh*t all day ? (HAHAHAH !!)

gotta drink H-Two-O ??

that give me energy , rite ??

ARRGGHH !! i dono anything ..

that's embarrassing .. >.<

kk . 2moro i eat sua ..

AHAHHAA !! later ... =X

cant say .. ltr y'all say wat ..

HAAHAH !!

k lurh !!

BYE !!

signing off ,

ienah =X=X

2010-02-22T18:09:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey !!

so , how are guys ?

i bet y'all doing well .. hahs !

okok , today i have my english paper ..

i have a 50-50 confidence on getting a B .. =(

i know that y'all know that i didn't even study .. =/ HAHA !

kk . the english comprehension is quite easy ..

that one , i have a 70-30 confidence to get 10/15 i guess .. hahas !

ok , 2moro is science paper .. GOSH !!

i'm damn scared ..

i think im gonna stay up late just for revising my science ..

i wana get A for this year !!!

gotta try hard this year ..

result for last year's science is C ...

only bet B for my Mid-Year-Examination ..

'cos the teacher tell us the answer mah !!

wth rite ?! AHAHAHAH !!

but , this is is going to be different ..

i'm gonna try hard to be attentive in class during science lesson ..

getting an A for science is a big deal for me !!

and for maths , is on Wednesday ..

2moro i'm gonna stay to teach my other friends and guide them ..

for maths ..

i must learn to be able to teach others ..

i'm gonna improve every grades that im gonna take .. =))
i'll update my result as soon as a get my progress repot !! ;)

kk . the post ends here ! =(

BYE !!

2010-02-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey !!

im going to go for ,
DIKIR BARAT !!!
YUPP ! i've said it ..
dikir barat !! yes .. im gonna quit HnS ..
Gamelan is oso under the category MCS ..
Malay Cultural Society ..
but , gamelan , majority of them are from the express stream ..
Dikir Barat is for Normal Stream people ..
By then , i won't feel "ashamed" by the fact that i am from the normal stream ..
LoL ! Y must i feel ashamed ?? that's RUBBISH !! hahs !

to my dearest(not a boy) ,
ok .. i know exactly how u feel ..
feeling insecure really sux ..
but , that's normal ..
normal for me .. but maybe , not for u ..
but , u shud noe that what makes u stress is poor time management n procrastination ..
since we're just teens , we do slack realli .
so , we do get stressed up many a times .
but , if u study constantly and get all ur priorities rite ,
honestly , life will be a breeze .
but dat's how life can be dull : wen u didn't make mistakes ..
even if u dont even have a minute to study ,
at least , make an effort to pay ur attention during lesson times ..
although i have lots of times to study ,
i dont use the time wisely ..
and that's what i dont want u to be ..
like me .. POOR time management , feeling insecure and and so on ..
what are u thinking ?
felling insecure ? so what ?! at least , u have me ..
ok .. although i dont really contribute much ..
but , i treat u like my own sister ..
if u gotta problem , u can share with me ..
imma good listener .. i'm not like those "idiots" ..
no offense .. but , thats totally true ..
they hear ur problem , but then , they dont even give a damn ..
they hear , they yawn .. SUX rite ?!
i felt hurt .. i noe u felt that too ..
but , the point is , u gotta know what is right/good for u ..
being insecure is not the thing that u have to face ..
i've learn my lesson ..
i didn't even have any effort to study during my primary 6 ..
i'm the last EM2 class .. and that is so called safe ..
and i didnt take study seriously .. i take it as a a joke ..
and this feeling hunts me till now ..
THAT REALLY SUX !!
and now , im stuck at N/T ..
ALL BECAUSE OF THAT F*CKING LIL MISTAKE ..
IT BRINGS ME TO REGRET ..
and i dont want that to happen to u ..
i wanna c u success ..
go to JC then , University ..
and u can pursue ur dream of being an architectures ..
ok ? u got it ? nicee .. good girl .. HAHAHAA !!
kk .. till here .. and hope u get it .. =))

signing off ,
ienah XOXO

2010-02-12T13:54:00.002+08:00

have u ever wondered ,
why some people are able to to achieve their goal in such certainly ?
whereas ,
our own resolutions are rapidly knocked down and soon forgotten .
what do these successful people have that we lack ?
are they born with innate capabilities that we dont have ?
the answer is a resounding NO !
though we are all unique in our own ways ,
we have all been given similar resources to work with ..
everyone of us has 24hrs a day ,
168 hrs a week and
8760 hrs a year ..
most of us have average mental capacities .
when it comes to setting and achieving our own goals ,
we are just as capable as the next person ..
all we need are a few workable pointers .
there are three components in the A.R.T of goal setting ..

1.Achievable
we must be determined .
this means being mentally prepared for various obstacles along the way .
for those pitfalls that we cannot envisage ,
our grit will help see us through .

2.Reviewed
we need to regulate ourselves to focus on the goal and to review it ,
if necessary .
we must keep distractions away and counter discouragement with perseverance .

3.Timed
we should fix a time for our goals to be accomplished
-the hour
-the day
-the week
-the month
-the year
to help us guard against procrastination ..

LET'S TAKE ACTION NOW !!!!

2010-02-07T18:48:00.000+08:00

hey you !!

yes you ! u know im talking to u rite ?!

lol ? rite ?!

so , basically , i've finally put a song ant my jukebox ..

if u hate it , u can just tag me ..

i'm DAMN confuse rite now ..

but , i think i made up my mind ..

Mr. Tan said , "i choose u as a peer tutor so that u can improve.."

hmm , i totally agree with that ..

but , the thing that i'm soo confuse 'bout is this .

if i peer tutor , is there any time for my religious class ?

i scared that i wont reach the expectation ..

what i mean by that is , i wanna finish my "qur'an" ASAP !

my expectation is by this December ..

i have to made up my mind ASAP !

oh Allah !!

guide me ! guide me to the correct path .

the path where everything is very stable ..

the path where , i can manage everything ..

that is what i want ..

if i've finished it , my life is going to be easy ..

SYAKIENAH !! think twice !!
i think i need to improve my time management ..

then , my life is going to be VERRYY easy ..

ok .. that's it ! TIME MANAGEMENT !!

HAHAHAA !! ok ok ..

since i've found a solution to my problem , i think i need do it ..

and not just say it ..

ok , my post ends here ..

signing off ,

ienah =P

if there's a random question that imma ask is this ,

if u're leaving , will u remember me ?

will u treat me the same ?

will u treasure me ?

2010-01-31T18:50:00.001+08:00

hey guys !!

people keep approach to me if they have prob ..

i know that imma good listener ..

but , they always keep telling me about guys ..

that's the number 1 hot topic for them to talk about ..

what i mean by that is that , their problem is always about guys ..

and about that , brings to friendship ..

they keep telling me "why must they betray me ?"

that's one of the "quote" they always tell me .

isn't it like WTH ?

yea , i know , i have face this prob many times ..

but , i didn't tell anyone ..

i'm not telling u guys that i had enough of this ..

but , i'm telling u guys that , this is part of life ..

don't always depends on others if u face this kinda thing ..

this is normal ..

bigger problems u will face in the future ..

what if u try to find me , but , i'm not with u guys anymore ?

try to stand on ur own feet ..

face this prob ur own ..

and solve this prob ..

just like an onion ..

if the 1st skin is rotten ..

u peal it one by one ..

and one day , u will get the nice and fine product ..

i'll pray for all of u who face any prob all the best ..

if u really cannot solve it , just approach me ..

i'l help u .. that's if u face worst problem ..

pls , the prblem is not about money or something ..

if that kinda problem , sorry i can't help u ..

if somebody is finding fault with u , then , i'm willing to help u ..

ok till here then ,

BYE !!

signing off ,

ienah XDD

2010-01-28T19:12:00.002+08:00

HEY !!
okay , seriously ..
i've read most people's blog that i don;t know ..
the main thing i found is , the word "Fu*k"
WTH rite ???
hahahaha !!
this is the most "rubbish" word i've ever read ..
although , i said it several times be4 ..
i don't know if i said it be4 at my blog .. (LOL)
haven't read my archive for a long time .. (hahahahaha !!)
but seriously , i just realized that ..
but now , i try not to say that word again ..
ohh ya !! i just realized another thing ..
EVERYBODY IS GETTING K-POP NOWADAYS !!
OMG ! tht's totally weird ..
i know that most of u won't feel it weird ..
i felt it u know ..
every blog i go , at least 7/10 human is K-POP !!
OMG !!
not that i feel jealous or something ..
i think , people's getting K-POP 'cos of BOF ..
boys over flower ..
at first yea .
but then , since most of the humans love it soo much ,
i started to hate them .. (WTH ?!)
yea it's weird .. (LOL)
and i think , some of them are "purely" K-POP .. >.<

ok i think my post has ended ..
post again some other time .. =DD
toddles !!
signing off ,
ienah =)

a lesson y'all need to know

2010-01-25T17:20:00.002+08:00

YoO0O !!

today , i just learnt a valuable lesson ..
actually i knew it for a long a time already ..
but , i wana share it with y'all ..
'cos , i know , y'all might face it too ..
did u know that when u talk bad 'bout the person ,
the person will then talk 'bout u ..
NO MATTER how close u are ...
if u ask me , just now , every truth revealed ..
not that i can't keep a secret ..
but , the main thing is ,
why must we don't tell them ?
why ? we don't want them to change issit ?
that's the totally coward reason ..
seriously .. if we really "love" them as a friend ,
then , why didn't we don't want the best of them ?
let the same attitude repeat again and again and again and again ???
i'm sure we don't want that right ?

smile all you want , ppl start calling you names .
try to be kind to others , and they start making use of you ..
give ppl ur trust , and they start to betray you ..
give them ur love , and they start to hurt you .
be nice towards others , and they start to hurt you ..

i love this phrase , although this is not my word ,
i totally agree with it ..
i do not sure who is the person who write this ..
'cos , i read his blog , and i do not know him ..
i only know that he is my senior last year ..
i view ppl's blog and suddenly , this post interest me ..
so , i record what it say and decided to share it with u guys ..
this really did happen to reality ..
SO PPL !!! STOP TALKING BAD THINGS AMONG EACH OTHER ..
IT MIGHT MAKE YOU REGRET FOR THE REST OF UR ENTIRE LIFE !!

peace out ,
ienah =DD

2010-01-21T18:49:00.002+08:00

HEY YO !!!
ok seriously !
2 times in 1 week CCA ?!
ok , to tell u frankly , i've 3 CCA's .
yet , only my friends know .. N not my teacher ..
BUT , i'm only gonna concentrate on 2 CCA ..
and that is the first 2 ..

1st - NPCC (Naik Pangkat Cuci "Coli")
2nd - gamelan (play the games at arcade)

DONE ! the third is useless .. Although i get C.I.P hrs for it .. (LAME)
so , practically , the Health and Sports(the 3rd CCA) 2 days ..
Monday and Wednesday ..
then , Gamelan on Wednesday .
then , NPCC on thursday ...
WTH ?! actually , i don't want health and sports ..
but , wat to do , no choice .. *sigh*

so yesterday , i didn't attend my gamelan lesson ..
but , OMG ! Lance Corporal Test la seyh !!
1st , uniform inspection , but , luckily , 2 comments la ..
2nd , Drills !! WTFH !!??
i'm soo doomed .. 1st , i thought that , that was the wrong command ..
but then ! it's right ! SHIT !!
but , Sarah said to me that if u're the timer , u can get "extra" marks ..
i hope that's true .. *sigh*

3rd , the tying knots .. *sigh*
1st , the fisherman's knot i got wrong for the tying ...
but the reason is correct .. the full marks is 1m .. but , what i get is half mark .. full mark 1m .
2nd , is clove hitch .. i got full marks .. 1m ..
3rd , the sheep shank !!! i got full 2M !!! YAHOO !!

today ,
the theory ..
1st question , i'm doomed !
seriously , i asked my squad mates wat's the answer , they said B .
but then , i write C !!! OMFG !! SHIT !
the 2nd last question , about the logo/icon i dono for total defence ..
i put the icon .. but then they say it's logo .. WTFH !!
i'm seriously doomed .. *sigh*

i think i said it all ..
btw , i won't be that active anymore .. need to concentrate ..
BYES !

2010-01-08T19:26:00.012+08:00

hey !!
things been abit complicated lately ..
dono why must i feel this way .
nobody seems to understand ..
it's like , everything i do is wrong ..
then , wht's the thing the i do is right ??
i keep listening to the song 'until u love u' keep repeating it ..
that song really related to me .. -.-
evrybody always like saying th wrong thing's 'bout me ..
how 'bout them ?? i'm not saying tht u're wrong ..
but , will u stop it ??
stop breaking this little heart of mine ??
i know u haven't stepped into my shoe ..
but pls , pls understand me .. pls !! i'm begging u !!
not even 1 people know how it feels like to be me ..
the only thing for me to let this all out of me is during NP ..
i MUST be hyper in order to let this pain out ..
i think i have low self-esteem ..
tht's why ..
ok , ok !! let this topic off !! OK ?! hahahah !!

just now , i got NP ..
WAH ! it's like 2 times in a week ..
and then , on next monday , i have P.E ..
wht a tiring day it is ..
my leg is in pain , so as my back ..
do the push ups and the sit ups almost 60 times ..
then run ..
then play game .. WTH ??
P.E like that ?? ok la .. it's still fun .. got the game ..
yesterday(070110) , i got np .. and so as today ..
must wear full-U .. WTH right ??
2 times wear and some more sweaty .. EEWW !! lol !!
but , today's the worst training ever !!
never felt like this before ..
stand under the sun march ..
then PAISEY !! walao !!
my timing is from good to bad .. *sigh*
my leg felt like wana break into pieces .. LOL !!
but then , it's muscle cramp .. hahahahahah !!
i keep singing and singing and singing ..
no wonder it's raining lol !!
for those who hate rain , i'm sorry , for making it rain .. hahahhahahaha !!!
ok .. dono what to post already liao .. soo ,,
BYE !!

2009-12-05T22:09:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey !!!
long time no post rite ?? hahah !!
yesterday is the GREAT day EVER !!
i go to RAPSODI HITZ live !!
i just knew that Alyph sleeq is not that "tall" ..
but he is just like my cousin's brother height .. which is quite tall ..
BTW , yesterday my family like Paisey tryin' to find our seat ..
we seat here , seat there , seat here , seat there ..
arrgghh !! headache !! we are so called the "V.I.P" ..
'cos we seat just right behind the brunei officers ..
i was like , "ALAMAK SPECIAL LA SEYH !! " .. HAHA !
to tell y'all the truth , i dono how to react infront of the camera ..
i don't know if u saw me or not ..
'cos it's only 1 time .. (sigh) =.="
but it's ok la ..
watched the show all the way until the end .........
at first i thought we must go home without eating 'cos we're an invited guest ..
then , the staff took us to the buffet ..
APE LAGI !! we dig in uhs !! hahs !! :}
1st pic we took wif is Fuad Rahman ..
he is soo friendly !!
2nd , hmm ..
a band called MERAH ..
3rd , hmm ..
Hyrul Anuar
skip skip skip skip skip ..
then took picture wif ...
SARAH AQILAH !!!!
friendly la seyh !!
after that , my cousin , Sabariah Ramilan ..
in case u dono , she is an executive producer for eagle vision ..
ok , move on ...
after that .....
SLEEQ !!!!!!!!!!! arrgghhh !!! Alyph is sooooooo cute !!! hahs !! *random right*
then , eddy ali , 1 of the judge's from anugerah ..
he is damn friendly actually .. we always misjudge him .. hahahahah !
after taking pic wif him , we left ..
'cos my brother and my 'cousin is waiting at the carpark ..

-the story ends here-

i miss you soo much ..
i miss all the jokes that u text me ..
i miss ur words like "hahas" ..
there's nobody that i know is soo caring like you ..
hope , we will see each other 1 day ..
and we can watch New Moon wif u ..
i really hoping that that's gonna happen ..
miss you lots !!

am i too late ??

2009-11-20T22:54:00.005+08:00

Title: am i too late ??
and i'm a little bit confused ..
the why's :
why didn't i tell the truth ??
why did i let anybody just get it ??
why am i too shy/nervous ??
why must i see this happening again and again and again and again ??
why must it be me ??
why not somebody else ??
why is it , if this thing happen , i must be shy ??
why am i too worried about this case ??
why can't i be brave ??
why is it too fast ??
why must i take this soo seriously ??
why must i face this ??
the when's :
when does this happen ??
when can i let it go ??
when can i stop being nervous ??
when must i stand the truth ??
when can i tell ??
when is the right time ??
when must i see u ??
when can we be like the past days ??
when u know ... , u can forget about me ??
when did u promise me ??
when did i have this feeling ??
when did u say that ??
carry on ..
those above is the why and when ..
i think about this for days ..
i dono who to talk wif ..
no wonder i have a bad feeling lately ..
is the bad feeling is about this ??
or other thing ??
i'm soo damn confuse !!
u promised me something ..
does that promise is just 100 tons of ashes that have been blown by a strong wind and it is all over the places ??
or is that the pieces of my heart ??
u said something ..
but i'm not gonna post it ..
are u serious on what u said to me ??
the song 'meet me half way' is really related to me ..
below , thanks ..
the thanks :
thanks for all of your trust ..
thanks for all ur careness ..
thanks for all words u said to me ..
thanks for all those memories ..
thanks for all of trust ..
thanks for not telling anyone about our friendship ..
thanks for praying for me ..
thanks for give me strength not to give up ..
thanks for all of your advise ..
thanks for letting me know you ..
thanks for all the thing that you've done to me .. :')

2009-11-15T18:16:00.003+08:00

YAHOO !!

on thursday , got frisbee tournament .. cant wait .. nyahaha !!
i can have a FREE shoebag ! 'cos i lost my old one .. hahs !
btw , yesterday , i went to alexandra bridge AGAIN ! it was fun ..
i go there wif my couzy .. my sister said tht the last tym she went there , she saw a monkey ..
but thn , ysterday , i didn't saw any monkey .
hahs ! maybe , tht tym wasnt her luck .. muahahah !
okok .. thn , i saw many tourist and again , marsiling sec NPCC cadets .. thn bla3 ..
ok , here's the interesting part , i saw an indian couple shooting at a park where u were on your way to henderson bridge .. at first , i thought tht i wana join in .. thn , i ask myself , if i join in , i will be at Vasantham Channel .. i wana b in Suria !! muahahah !!
carry on .. walk3 .. thn i thought i was going to the wrong way to henderson bridge .. i follow th sign board all the way .. suddenly an Ang-Mo came to me and ask , "where's the toilet ?" thn i point at 1 place i thought tht it is a toilet .. suddenly , it's a power station i guess .. i see her run to there thn i laugh .. 'cos it is not a toilet .. haha ! she was like paisey .. i felt tht too la . 'cos i dono where's the toilet and i just point anywhere thn expects her to belive it .. hahah !!
move on .. laugh3 .. thn , i tell my aunt tht we must climb another 1km .. thn she was like 'HUH?!' i say 'KATAKN YA KEPADA BUKIT!' which means 'SAY YES TO THE HILL!' thn she say , 'YA!' which means 'YES!' .. hahah !! walk3 ard 15 mins i guess , thn we reached our destiny .. we rest there for awhile ..
continue our journey ................. thn she say , 'ok la .. until here only .. we take a bus from here ..'
took bus to opp. Habourfront .. thn we eat at Habourfront McDonalds .. i eat MCSPICY !! my favourite !!! (((:
after eating , walk2 ard Habourfront and Vivo .. take bus 188 thn we reached our destination .. ((:

-post end-

BYE !

2009-11-10T12:47:00.002+08:00

hey !
things is goin complicated lately .. :(
i dono why i feel this way !!
i oways give-in for the sake of the aliens who just step-in my way ..
now i feel soo diff ..
it's like i wana take revenge for sumbdy .. AAARRRGGGHH !!
hate it .. DARN !
and now i got myself cut a my finger .. hahs !
it's still bleeding though ..
it is an accident uh !! not purposely ..
i think by watching 'kumar drag' on yutube is the best ..
or watching 'safa dan marwah' at youtube ..
okay !! lets tok abt safa dan marwah ..
safa dan marwah is an indonesian film ..
the title is the name of the character ..
well , Nikita Willy is playing the roll of Safa ..
while Risty Tagor playing the roll of Marwah ..
it's fun .. the malays shud watch it ..
i'm sori for the chinese .. 'cos there are no eng/sub .. :(
ok .. i think my post ends here .. (:
bye !! XD

2009-11-02T09:07:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey !!

things is goin great lately , especially on friday .. huuhuuhuu ..

on friday wake up early2 in the morning . siap2 to go to sch and bla2 ..

i don hv to mention it rite ? hehe .. XD

reached sch ard 0620 hr .. very early rite ?

thn do hmwk at there (lazy to do at home) ..

0720 hr is assembly time at hall .. and watsoever ..

ard 0755 take off .. run away frm sch !! lol ! jkjk ..

we're off to go to 'Hort Park' suddenly tk jadi to walk there .. haiss *bored* ..

but then , we just walk from alexandra bridge and all the way to Vivo City ..

it is ard 3-4hrs trip (walking) .. FUN but tiring .

suddenly , alamak ! raining la seyh ! but , great adventure ..

when it is raining , we're at mount faber ..

i didn't get to see the merlion without vomitting *bored* ..

cos , it is soo damn cloudy .. there's lightning and very windy *bored* ..

then bla3 .. reached the mrt station .. at first i tot that we're going on our *excited* ..

but then , memalukan sakk !! we walk2 as a class !! paisey u know ! *bored*

me and my frens have a plan to go shopping together .. skali ... u know la . i mentioned i already ..

then , we go giant .. i tot tht we're going to eat there ..

walaowei ! go there stakat going to the ground floor only ? tau tk ya ikot seyh !

lol ! then we eat at banquet .. eat3 .. then dissmissal !!

i tot tht dissmissal at vivo city . suddenly until mrt .. we bought tht until we reached our destination .. my destination is at sch .. cos i wana go 'Dikir Barat' ..

only 6 sec1 people and all is frm my class .. haiss .

luckily i get to know the sec 3 people la .. hehe ..

our instructor is Firdaus .. he quite funny and serious at times ..

i just knew tht trainig our voice isn't tht easy .. we must run and with tht little energy we have , we must shout ..
thn , our movements must be the same .. nobody shud be late or fast .. soo damn difficult ..
but fun oso .. ok la .. my post ends here ..
bye !! post again later .. :))

2009-10-25T17:05:00.002+08:00

hey !
today is goin to b a short post EVER !! hahs !
ok , 1st , i got a news frm sa'adah tht i'm the first in class for the position .. but , i'm not sure tht issit a overall or just SA2 .. i'm sooo blur rite now .. SERIOUSLY .. OMG ! ok la to tel u the truth , i felt hapi just nw .. but still blur -.-" .. hahs ! i don noe a thing seriously .. not even a thing abt th result .. i tot , tht it is goin to b shafiyyah or hebah or nagenesh or ameerah .. seriously , i bet tht they're higher thn me .. but she say tht i "kicked" hebah badly ?? ok , tht's getting weirder (scratching head) . but i dono abt shafiyyah , nagenesh , ameerah's .. i'm happy if i'm at the top 10 position .. i can b excited if i'm in the top 3 position .. but , i cnt b too overconfident .. maybe , i've get the wrong info or sumthing .. hahs ! k la .. i wanna do my hmwk now ..
tooddles !;
syakienah

CONFUSED

2009-10-02T19:01:00.003+08:00

WHY MUST I FEEL THIS WAY ?!!
am i too stress or something just happen to me ?
OK !
for those who is not hapi with my behavior , come and tell me personally ..
i'm willing to hear it ..
PLS ! I promise u all tht i will not do the same mistake tht i've made last time ..
WHY ISSIT WEN I ASK U THT WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY BEHAVIOR AND ALL OF U SAID U DON'T KNOW ???!!!
WHY ??!! ARE U SCARED THT I'M GONNA BITE U OR THE WORST ??!!
PLS ! I'm willing to change IF u tell me what's wrong with my behavior ..
DO U THINK THT I LIKE TO SCOLD OTHERS FOR NO REASON DURING LESSON TIME ?? WELL , ACTUALLY NO !
IF U THINK THT I LIKE TO BULLY OTHERS , U'RE WRONG ..
IF U THINK THT I'M USELESS , COME AND TELL ME !!
IF U THINK THT MY "JOKES" IS HURTING U , TELL ME !!
COME ON PEOPLE !! PLS IF U WANT ME TO DIE WITH THIS PROBLEM NOT SOLVED , I THINK , I DON DESERVE IT . 'COS , I ASKED U THIS QUESTION MANY TIMES !! OR SHUD I SAY THT U'LL BE HAPPY ???!! IF THT'S WHAT U WANT , SORRY , I CAN ONLY WHEN GOD CALLS ME TO GO HOME ...
I THINK UR DREAM HAS MOT COME TRUE ..
IF U WANT ME TO SAY SORRY TO U , I WILL .. AND I'M NOT GG TO HESITATE TO DO THT ..
IF U REALLY HATE ME NOW , MUST U FORGET THE PROMISE WE MADE WHEN WE'RE YOUNG ?? OR THE MOMENTS WE HAD LAST TIME ?? (u shud know who u are)
k la ..
my post ends here ..
bye ..

slamat hari raya !! :))

2009-09-20T07:56:00.003+08:00

Selamat aidil fitri
Kepada saudara serta saudari
Setahun hanya sekali
Merayakan hari
yang mulia ini

Di masa bulan Remdan
Kita berpuasa hingga sebulan
Pabila Syawal menjelma
Hari raya disambut dengan gembira

( korus 1 )
Miskin kaya memakai baju baru warna-warni
Mengunjungi sanak kaum famili
Sungguh hebat pemandangan di hari raya ini
Tua muda wajah berseri-seri

Selamat hari raya
Pada saudari saudara semua
Marilah dengan gembira
Merayakan aidilfitri yang mulia

Di sana kelihatan
Bermacam kuih ketupat dan rendang
Mintak bu kuih sepotong
Saya mahu makan kerna perut kosong

Dam dam dum bunyi mercun
Kanak-kanak segera datang berduyun
Dam dam dum mercun berdentum
Semaraklah hari raya ini tahun

( korus 2 )
Maafkanlah jika ada terlanjur perkataan
Diharap supaya jangan disimpan
Kuberdoa selamat panjang umur murah rezeki
Semoga Tuhan akan memberkati
Selamat hari raya
Hari untuk kita bersuka ria
Selamat mari ucapkan
Untuk kita hingga sampai tahun depan
Selamat hari raya !

yoyoyo !!
This is syakienah form RiA 89.7fm ..
lol !
like real tht i'm a DJ .. hahs !
today i woke up very2 early . nyahahha !!
just to use my comp . hahs !
ok . today i'm gonna blog abt HARI RAYA !!

why do we celebrate hari raya ?
'cos we have to celebrate la ! jkjk .. hmm , its because it's the freedom of fasting .. :)
why did you fast ?
because we can feel how the needy feel

i guess tht's th common question tht the public might ask ..
soo , at least u all know what's the meaning of it rite ?
if u don understand , ask me personally ..
hahs ! jkjk
tag me lor .. :)
DARN ! my headache strikes back ..
i guess tht's all .. :)

publisher;
syakienah a.k.a ienah

i'm Back

2009-09-18T18:21:00.002+08:00

hey !!
i'm back in action .. hahax !!
ok . sori if my blog is dead from 7th september ..
dono wat hapen to blogger .. sort i tink .. losl !!
ok .
losl means Laugh Out So Loud .. nyahaha !!
ok . i'm being lame rite ?? hahs !!
ok .
OMG !! just now , i just found out that i dono which is left which is right ..
i tink ive 1/100 memory ..
OMG !! tht's still soo bad .. haizz ..
i hate it to the max !!
ok .
it hapen ysterday wen i had PE class ..
my teacher said al the girls play soccer then the boys play volleybal ..
aftr hw many minutes , i felt very tired thn i bcom the goal keeper loh ..
i tot being a goalkeeper is soo easy .. suddenly , it is suffering u know ..
u know y i say like tht ??
Bcos , th ball hit my face 2x .. can u imagine tht ? 1 right 1 left .. haizz ..
and now here i am had a very strong headache .. AAARRRGGGHHH !!!
HATE IT !!
but the most painful part is at the left i tink ..
thn the right , thn the back ..
veri pain u know !!
now i know how it feels by getting hitted from a solid soccer ball ..
ok la ..
my headache starts again .. haizz ..
till here ,
bye !!

syakienah a.k.a ienah :))

my result

2009-09-06T18:50:00.001+08:00

hey !
today i'm gonna post about my result .
i know i got it on friday .
but now i got the time to post .
ahahah !
ok ,

English - A - 76.7
Malay - B - 71.0
Maths - C - 65.0
Science - A - 75.0
CPA - A - 86.0
D&T - A - 80.0
Total - 75.7

actually , i cab get 'A' for Maths .
but too many careless mistakes .. Haizz !!
btw , with the total percentage i got , i can go to N/A .
i duwanna drop my studies for the next End Of Year Exams !!
i wanna go N/A !!
ok , i wanna studiy and not to have 'U' for any of my subjects for End Of Year ..
so that i WILL go to N/A !!
tht's my goal ..
tht's my promise to my parents ..
:))
ok ,
my post end here ,
toodles !!

happy teachers day !!

2009-08-31T14:40:00.003+08:00

hey readers !!
i'm here to say hii !!!
ok .
now , i'm gonna wish HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all the teachers out there !!
hope today will be your memorable day !!
hahaha !!
ok .
let's talk about today's activity ..
today was quite fun ..
and just now , my school have aces day or watever the spelling is ..
we exercise like duh !!
ok .
then we have a break ..
then we have a assembly ..
ok , talking 'bout assembly ..
it is fun to the max !!
ahaha !
'cuz we have students vs. teachers quiz ..
WOOOHOOO !!
students rocks !!
yea from here we knew that the students won ..
ok , i'm not trying to say that the teachers aren't gud ..
but at least they try their best .
soo , lets b fair ..
EVERYBODY IS A WINNER !!
ok ..
then aftr assembly , we got CIP ..
which i dont know wat the meaning is actually ..
lol !!
ok la .
it was quite fun ..
ok ..
aftr CIP , we(not the whole class) go to Lot 1 .
then i go to CCKPS ..
I MISS U MDM LEONG !!
hahah !!
ok i admit i was quite naughty last time ..
lol !!
sorry for not giving u present .
ok ..
till her then ..

BUBBYE !!

2009-08-23T11:15:00.000+08:00

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,(hahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, We fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
(Over and over again)
We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
-a little piece of heaven-

blog updated .

2009-08-16T14:19:00.001+08:00

i'm here just to say that i changed my blog background ..
i changed my song .
i don't know what to post alr .
okay ..
byes ..

2009-08-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

hey !!
long tyme never post ryte ..
cos nothing to post luhr .. haha !!
kay . i'm just wanna say that yesterday i have a very3 gud day .
yesterday my sch celebrate Singapore's Birthday ..
i'm veri Hyper like hell ..
overall , i felt tired but fun .
yesterday is Marcus's 16th birthday !!
i msg him early in the morning ard 5+ sia .. lol !
2day is Hazim's 15th birthday ..
2day also Aishah's 13th birthday ..
2moro is Singapore's birthday ..
da leps satu , satu orng menyambut hari jadi .. haish ..
yesterday , when i reached home , i bath then go 2 sleep .
very tired u noe !! lol !!
k luhr .
till here only .
don't know what to post alr .
bye !!

my experience at indonesia village :)

2009-06-15T14:51:00.004+08:00

yo, yo, yo !!!
long time never post heh ? lol !!
i only have 3 unreasonable reason .
1st - i'm busy
2nd - i'm tired

3rd - go for a holiday
what i'm gonna post now is about holiday !!
talking 'bout tht, i stay at indonesia 4 1week .
don't you think that it is long ? well , 4 me , i stay there , i feel like it's already 7 month i'm not around with my family .
i go there with my cousy . not family .
i'm gonna type in malay from now onwards :)) . well , i'm sory for my chinese friend .

alhamdullilah !
ku pat sanr bleh thn menyekse .
maklomlah . tido kat tilam batu , mengumpat psl orng sanr sini .. haixx .
skrng , bdn tngh saket , tlinge pekak && selsema & batok .

1st day - sampai tmpt kampong tuu dalam 1.40 a.m (time sini)
dari jakarta sampai kat sukabumi (jawe barat) dlm 6 jam kat dlm kerete .
pantat rase mcm nk terbaka !! lol ! kalao korng boleh bayangkn brapr lamr pat dlm kerete . dudok sempit2 .. sungguh WOW skali ! (my three lucky words when i'm at indonesia)
tapi , ku pat dlm kerete tau buat keje tido je . da mlm sngt . tido je la .

2nd day - korng tau tk brapr jam aku tido ? klao tk tau , aku bilng .
3 jam jer . manr cukop ? tapi tkpe . aku pon tk lei tido kat saner . tilam da mcm batu . bntal jgn ckp . samr je . haizz .
tapi , sejuk giler .. kat atas bukit dier tinggal . dats y sejuk . dalam 1+ (time sini) sedare-mare dtg . dorng invite org singapore (me & my cousin) p kat rumah dorang . tapi dpt p kat 1 org pey rumah je . si matr satu . argghh !! aku BENCI dier !! korng tau tk ? dier cume serve org yng adr duit je (pakcik, makcik, nenek nan abg sedare) . tapi abg sedare ku tk kac duit , tkkn dier serve makan ? tk sala ku pcl dier lelaki .. tu tkp jgk . tapi, biler aku mintak nasi, dier buat tk tau niy !! hish !! tk suke tau i . LOL !! k tkp . da la !! tk suke ku tau !! mate da la satu . arrrggghhh !!!! GERAM !!

3rd day - 1st ktrng da plan nk p bandung . skali , adr org pndai2 tuka untk p pat puncak . alamak ! cari gado . dngr puncak mcm gerek ehx . tapi biler naek ku ingatkn sejuk . skali lagi panas dari singapore . walaowei ! actually , ktrng nk pegi bandung untk shopping . puncak adr apr sei !! waste of time seii p snr . buang2 minyak + $$ .. HAIYA !
tao tk brapr jam pat dlm kerete ? dlm 5-7 jam .

4th day - sungguh, sungguh, sungguh adventures ! ktrng nk pegi kat rumah cik solihat . korng tau tk perjalanan dier mcm manr ? berlumpuh . tapi best . ktrng jln hutan . lol !
jln kat hutan pon best ? pelik la aku ni . haha ! tu bile nk pegi . ktrng kat sanr nk mkn, cakap2 dan bnyk lagy . lps mkn, ku pey abg sedare nk buang air bsr . dier ingt kn kat snr adr toilet . skali tkd . kesian . pak farid ckp kne buang kat daerah hutan sanr . skali, bile dier tngh nk duduk untk buang, dier terjato . ramai org kampong nmpk . makck2 snr semue nmpk ketawe kan . dorng tngh cuci baju (makcik snr) . can u imagine ? ku tk tengok la . tapi aku dngr apr dier ckp . lps incident tu , ktrng semue tau nk balek pcl dlm perjalanan pat hutan tu tkd lampu . skali wak dot ckp dier nk balek mlm siket . ape lagi ? ktrng semue mrh dier la . klau tk nnti semue org jato aru tau . haha ! skali, blom smpai kat hutan tu , aku da jato . LOL !! da jato tkp jgk . dlm perjalanan, slipa ku pulak yng putos !! HAIYA !! bad day seii !! LOL !! balek kampong tu teros mandi seiy !!

5th day - tk p manr2 .stay pat rumah je . pcl dlm pkl 2.30p.m(time sini) adr kenduri . lps kenduri , kakak sedare ku nan aku tido . pnt gilerr !! lps tido, nyayi adr plan untk p jakarta besok untk SHOPPING !!! YAHOO !! sori la eh . tk beli kan pape untk korang . nyayi pon adr ckp yng dier da tk lei tahan dngn tilam tu .. soo, ktrng pon agree lurh .

6th day - bngn pagi gilerr untk p jakarta . again, sempit, pntat cram . haixx !! tk tido la kat krete . nk kne tahan bag . besar2 pulak tu . bukannyr ringan . ringan tkp jgk . LOL !! shopping pon tk blanje bnyk . korng tau tk 1 jam da abes kat 1 kedai je . haixx . mlm2 p cari hotel . dlm 1 jam aru dpt 1 hotel . 1st motel C'one . 2nd enta hotel apr . 3rd hotel mcm sial ! hunted ! korng tau tk . bwh hotel tu adr tikos !!! ewwww !! bkn kecik tao . tapi besar !! seram + geli = tk nk tinggal .
last decision, ktrng nk tinggal kat C'one motel . namr motel kan . tapi biler masok, mcm hotel !! gerek !!

7th day - BALEK !!

(-:The End:-)

2009-06-01T18:13:00.011+08:00

boys over flowers !!

i'm soo into tht show !!
th guys are all very cute and hansome ..
but, there are only 4 guys there ..
but i have made them my top 4 hot guys !!
only for now ..
latr, i will not post as like top ten, top 5 or top .....
but, tht show is really romantic !!
i like ji hoo in boys over flower ..
he is soo caring .
haixx !!
y am i like this ?
nvrmnd ..

ok, this is th picture of lee min hoo , kim hyun-joong, kim joon && Kim Bum ..

lee min-ho

Kim Hyun-Joong

kim joon

Kim Bum

bye !

2009-05-30T10:45:00.003+08:00

hello peeps!!

i m now currently hearing in my bed by rain..

i noe tht song was released on 2007..

but, as rain is my favourite singer in korea,

i don care wether it is on 2007 or 2009..

rain is soo cute..

he is soo my type..

i finally understand what is he saying..

cause dere's a english sub..

it was soo touching.. WoW!

cho a hae yo-i love you

yahoo!! finally..

i know how to speak korean..(only i love you lurh)

yesterday, it was meet the parents session..

my mother attend la as usual..

suddenly, my teacher go n talk al th bad things abt me..

HAIYA!!

spoiler la dei!!

yesterday, my mother was soo furious.. OMG!!

scared seii..

early in th morning she alread beat me with a chair.

not tht pain pain la..

bcause my skin has already "season" wth al of this stupid things..

she throw th chair at me..

but luckily it does'nt hit me.. heng uh..

early in th morning she was mad lyke hell..

then how abt at th day??

even madder..

LOL!! JKJK

my teacher said tht my studies are gud..

but my attitude err..

cnt tell..

bcause of that only, she want to b mad at me..

i felt veri th lonely when my grandmother is not around..

whenever i got problem, when i wanna tell my mother, she wil not believe me..

tht's y my attitude at school is not gud..!!

thn, somemore, she does'nt understand me..

i always feel so lone ly when i'm thinking abt you..

ok stop..

tht is one part of th lyrics for my song..

luckily aftr th parent's session, my mther did'nt cane me..

if i got attitude problem, at least my studies is not tht bad wht..

haiyo..

at least think abt th gud things abt me..

don think th bad one..

ARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!

i'm so done with this!!

am i her real daughter or a fake daughter?

y am i soo miserable?????!!!!

i hate living in ths world where have many problems!!

at least my studies did'nt drop..

it has increase have lurh..

not dropping..

i've had enough of typing..

btw, this is one of rain's pic :D.. chiow!!

today's event..

2009-05-25T16:36:00.003+08:00

hey!

today is my special day!!
but sadded day also..-.-
but, it's ok.
th first gud news is, i passed all my subjects!!
can't tell th marks cause, i am not tht care..
i only care abt my grades.. YAHOO!!
fer those hu wana noe my grades, sure!! u're welcum..
OK!! here's the grades..
A , A , A , B , C , C , C , C
luckily, i didn't get any D's..
if not, i die already.. my mother will surely cane me.. haixx..
today also i hv my BPian idol..
veri2 sad cause i only came in the CONSULATION..
sad rite..
i tink because of the votes.. haixx..
but nvrmind.. atleast i get a trophy.. :))
th first trophy ever..
even though i didn't came in 1st, 2nd or 3rd, i still get a trophy and a certificate..
th judges gave me a gud comment..
one of them said that,
i may be a FUTURE SINGAPORE IDOL!!
i heard tht, thn i kept smiling..
the first time EVER!!
i agree tht it's because of th number of votes.. malang la naseb.. haixx..
just now, nizar done a peformence..
i simply don't understand what is he saying..
he's like mumbling to himself..
thn i keep laughing to myself.. LOL!! alahai!! da jadi gile nmpk!! hehe..
1st he sang MY NUMBER..
i was like, what is he saying?
then th 2nd song is FOREVER..
nothing to say already..
because i wasn't paying attention to it.. :))
at first, i felt very nervous..
my leg was shaking, so do my hand..
actually, i was suppose to play with guitar.. but then, i can't..
because one string down.. haixx..
but, it's ok.. :))

ok!! till here then..
bubbye..
I ê ñ ã h 爱他

2009-05-15T15:57:00.004+08:00

hey there peeps!!

just nw is th last paper for th day.. home econ.. difficult like hell!! cnt take it!! kay.. cut th crap off..

aftr home-econ, my form teacher's mood turn "upside down".. he said that he want to c those ppl who get '0' 4 science project.. of course i am one of them.. then he said that he gave all of us a second chance.. then i was like heng ah.. suddenly, my science teacher said no second chances.. i was like FCUK sia.. but, nvm.. get '0' was like nth to me.. my friend who was trying to beg him, said tht toking to him was like fighting or smth.. ok change topic.. aku ckp niy maken aku peh darah naek.. tkp lurh.. pekare pon da berlalu.. pe nak buat..

ok.. aftr that, i go to th footbal field.. then my teacher said tht al of th girls play netbal.. it is ok for th strt.. i will always be th centrl defender.. haiya!! must control th left and right defender.. soo troublesome.. they al duwana co-operate with me.. fed-up sey!! al of them ask me to complain to mr tan(my form teacer). but i duwan. ltr i get scolded also.. i dunno lurh!! the second-half sucks to th core. when syafiyyah ask me to be th temporary captain. at first i dun wan cuz i alredy noe tht al of them duwana co-operate with me.. then syafiyyah said just b.. thn no choice, i be lurh.. i just said "gather" they al treat me as if i am invincible.. seriously.. i speak to al of you frankly aites.. "BEING CAPTAIN SUCKS!" u noe wat i mean? i mean, being captain might b sucks if they didn't co-operate wit u.. ok back to th topic.. then, i fed-up alredy, i said i b th reserve bttr.. very stressful.. then, shamimi(vice-chairman) ask me to complain to mr tan.. i stil duwana tel him.. i noe tht they all can "change".. then i tell them, they still duwana co-operate sia.. from there onwards, i started to play rough.. but just for a while onli.. not long.. then play normally bck.. give them chance again.. ok la.. i thought that by giving them chance, they wanna chnage.. then suddenly.. th "chance" tht i face all like SH*T i tell u.. then my defender al dunno go where.. seriously.. i fed-up already.. because of tht, i play like hell already.. i hack care abt th word teamwork.. don care abt th inter-class competition.. think i care?? sorry.. my answer is NO.. UNDERSTAND!! everybody always play rough at me.. i want to take the bal then somebdy go and pull my hand.. tht's foul sey!! i b patient to her la.. bcause she's my friend.. th more i ignore, th more she continue.. until i sound her, i thought, she's gonna stop it. but then, my head uh!! she didn't stop sia!! seriously!! fed-up! now, i really duwana give anybody a chance.. once if i feel i don't like it, i'm gonna sound him/her.. i don care.. if he/she is myfriend, mysenior or anybody, i gonna sound to them.. BECAUSE OF THESE INCIDENT, I WILL NOT GIVE ANY OF U A CHANCE AGAIN.. if anybody, disturb my friend, senior or my family members, I AIN'T GONNA GIVE THEM A CHANCE!! i cant let anybody disturb me, my friends, seniors or my family members(except for my brother)..

DON EVEN TRY ME!! COZ U MIGHT ENDED-UP CRYING!!

2009-05-04T17:53:00.006+08:00

hey, hey, hey!!

i'm now soo stress!! i thought aftr i passed my test 3, thre's no need to stay-bck anymore!! haiya!! but, its ok.. atleast i can compose song.. like duhh.. juz nw, aftr and during recess, i composed this song. i am not sure about the title.. but, if you have read it, leave any title at my tagboard yea.. i just need you, you and you for your opinion aitess.. btw, i'm reali sori cause the song is in malay..
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selamat kan aku..

jangan pernah tinggalkanku..

kaulah yang aku harapkan..

tiada orang yang dapat mengganti..

chorus:

kini kau tinggalkan ku..

buat selama-lama nya..

tidak dapat aku lupa..

wajahmu yang terindah..

bagiku..

sekarang..

aku sendirian..

sekarang..

aku keseorangan..

sekarang..

aku kesepian..

tidak dapat aku menahan..

tangisan..

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that's the song.. err.. btw, i also wrote a poem .. let me get this straight.. the song and the poem was meant for my late-grandmother..

the poem..

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sejak 2oo6,

kenangan yang pahit ini tidak dapat aku lupa kan,

wajahmu yang ditutup dengan kain kapan,

tangisan ynag aku cuba untuk menahan,

sudah terlalu lambat untukku ungkitkan..

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also the current poem in malay.. sorry yea.. soo, my malay friends, leave any title for the song and the poem aites.. appreciate it lots.. thnx..

:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x

bubbye..

take care..

say what?!

2009-05-01T07:49:00.007+08:00

hey hey hey!!

yesterday 300409 i ma good day and a bad day yaw.. BT, th gud is onli for 1 thing.. haixx.. Anw, I PASSED my math test yaw!! i got 14/20 convert into percentage is 70%.. OMG OMG OM-OM-OM-OM-OM-OM OMG OMG!! my 1st test i got 62% 2nd 64% and now.. jeng-jeng-jeng.... 70% (clap3)!! LOL!! that's th gud thing.. th bad thing is, still hav to stay bck.. HAIYA HEY!! veri tired liao.. th nxt test is for th whole chapt 1to 5.. cannot use calculator!! veri troublesome plus, veri confusing.. especially th cube root.. i cn use my mental calculation.. it is veri bad..
a song for math..

\/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/

baby, baby..

i cnt do it..

can anybody help me..

this math, is killin me..

all wrap into one with a ribbon on it..

and all of a sudden,

i failed it..

i have to stay-back..

It's like a shock that spun me around

And now i'm blur sotong

I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way

I gave it to maths

You don't even recognize the ways math hurt me..

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And math the one to blame

And now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking

I wanna smoke on these cigarettes yes more..

I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking

Should've never let myself get into the trap

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let math go on and do it

It's not amusing like i belived

It's like I checked into rehab

And baby, math's my disease

It's like I checked into rehab

And baby, math's my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby math's my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby math's my disease

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today's paper..

2009-04-28T16:00:00.003+08:00

hihihi!!

tadi ku adr english papr..
papr 1 boleh tahn senng uhs.. ku suke blr prt compo nan lttr writing.. blh thn senng uhs.. tad, tk dpt check paper seiyh.. 1st, ku pakai pencil uhs untk biken compo nan lttr writing.. tk sngke, lps da check semue nyr, tym da nk kt habes.. it takes abt 1h 40mins.. lps pkai pencil, ku write uhs pakai pen.. bia terng lurh kate kn..
recess tym!!
blr tngh recess tym, ku tkd selere lurh nk mkn.. tkd mood.. cume bli air btl chrysanthemum jer.. enta la nape tibe2 mcm da tkd selere nk mkn kat skola.. sa'adah2.. asl lurh kau tkt sngt nk jumpe "setan".. nmpk jer lari.. mcm bdk kck tau.. tkp lurh.. bck 2 th topic.. leps recess, paper 2.. paper tu quite complicated.. pale ku boleh naek penng tngk krtas 2.. tap overall, boleh thn uhs.. ku suke blr prt reading th map ke ape nth.. hrp2 yng tu peh prt dpt semue btl seiyh.. senng glr!!
aftr MYE-mid-year examination
MATHS!! urghh!! ok2 lurh.. ckgu botak ckp yng lari ni mayb th last SPOT TEST.. tap, dier tk sure.. dier ckp, hari ni, is th last revision untk chapt 5.. besok adr math test on chapt 4 & 5.. klau ku dpt 60+ ku da tk payah stayback.. ku nk kene tnjok ckgu yng ku ni boleh.. jadi da tk paya stayback lurh.. yes3!!
k lurh. lps ckp ni, ku nk blaja uhs..
bye;

-*i e n a h*-

2009-04-22T16:51:00.002+08:00

smlm, time BPian idol punye lurh nervous.. tap, judges gv me a gud comment.. WEHEE!! LOL.. Tngh jkon semcm uhs.. ok lurh.. da tk tau per nk ckp uhs.. smpai kt cn jer k..
byebye..
TC!
*i e n a h*

no idea

2009-04-04T16:52:00.003+08:00

ckp abt yestrday ehh, 030409, tkdr yg intresting happen.. Bt, on thurs, 020409, i cme to skewl veri de early ard 0645. suddenly, SPOIL AR!! tk lei ano fingerprint.. asek2 ku nan si salahell jer yg tk lei ano fingerprint.. dlm kol 7 ke brapr, p office samr2 lagi!! semak ar tgk muke dier pagi2.. tpi tk per.. lpas p office, tah luhr sapr.. ikot p write kt satu buku den bla3! den, ku nan thahirah tersrempak.. den kitr p kt NPCC peh notice board samr2 . kitr jakon semcm pcl nk p K-9 unit peh tmpt. wuhuu!! on nxt mon, semue sec 1 NPCC cadets p sanr. gerekkn. da la. pale ku nga tetauu per nk ckp..
till here;
*i e n a h*

TK PUAS KAN? INI YNG TERBAEK UNTK KAU!!

2009-02-24T16:21:00.005+08:00

Sorry kalau aku tk bilang kau personally
Hibriyah, please! aku surrender bukan aku niy pengecut tapi, aku nk bilang kau yng aku niy da tk lei angkat ngan niy nyer conversation! aku da tk lei tahan lagi ngan ape kate2 kau.
OK fine.. kalau kau nk aku kawan ngan aminiin boleh.. TAPI, kalau aku tk nk, aku nyer hal bukan kau nyer.. kau ingat aku niy patong tk de perasaan? tk de penyakit? please! aku da cukop dengan bende2 niy semue! maken lame kau ckap pasal niy, maken sakit penyakit aku yng aku tengah hadapi skarng! aku da had enough ngan niy nyer penyakit! kalau kau niy pandai sngt, asl kau pilih skola UNITY and your stream is NORMAL TECHNICAL? please kalau kau niy pandai sngt, itu ke bukti2 yng kau ade skarng niy? walaupun aggregate kau 156, like i care? the past is the past.. the present, we must have to face it! ok i admit! aku niy bodo.. D0es that mean that i cannot learn until i can made it to Normal Acad stream? and aftr i made it to Normal acad stream, does it mean tht i cannot be promoted to Express?? come on! made up your mind larhh seii!! common sense larhh please! kalau kau da jelak tengok muke aku, kau lebih suke kan kalau aku nye muke luke!! darah melilih otak aku terklua! kau suke kann!! kau ckp aku giy mampos dulu kann!! i will!! but if that's what you want? go on! i will make your dreams come true! you wan me to die faster than you rite?? FINE~! i will! TAPI, kalau aku mati, aku sumpah yng aku akn hunt kau awal dan akhir! PUAS HATI KAU SKARNG??

lucky day..

2009-02-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

YAY!! to day is the last day of detention!! during detention, i always do the shated subject of the day, maths.. i do until my head going to explode seii!! lecture sia!! today is the last day of detention soo, no need to be stressed anymore HAHA~! gud rite.. my detention day strats on last week thursday, dunno what date is it.. but, that time i was lucky cause my detention only for 30 minutes.. haha!! good rite.. because that day my CCA starts 2.40 of 2.30 around that time.. i get detention because i skipped 1 lesson.. stupid think to do but that is only a try-out.. actually i planned to do it again but i've promised my form teacher that i would not do it again soo, my plan is cancelled.. HAHA!! soo, tomorrow no detention!! i'm Free!! HAHAHA!! soo, till here

-the end-

tc folks,

*i e n a h*

...

2009-02-09T18:02:00.002+08:00

hello there folks!!
actually there's something i wanna post today.. but i cant cuz, the paper that i wrote just know is currently in my school bag, and now my school bag is in my room and now it is locked!! PLUS nobody is inside my room.. i have to wait for my mom to reach home.. by the time she reached home, it is around 8 or 7.. by that time, i have no mood for using comp.
soo till here.

tc,
*i e n a h ketot*
byebye!!

new kitten + bad idea!!

2009-02-07T20:06:00.003+08:00

OMG! I JUST HAVE A NEW MALE KITTEN!
But i dun feel good. Cause Dito is angry with th new kitten.
His name is Cokot. So cute!
But i was scared now. before my family and i go geylang, i must wait for my sis to go home.
Then my mom say she wanna have another kitten so tht when there's no one in home, Dito got friend.
But ended up, when Dito first time seeing Cokot, she got soooooooooo furious.
And she dun even wanna look Cokot, her Younger brother wannabe.
hahs.
i hope they will get together as brother and sister. i just really hope tht.

the first day of lesson

2009-01-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

after recess,
i don't know what is the program called, about 45 minutes later it is the counsellor talking.. my english very bad rite.. iknow3.. i saw my class mate sleeping then instead of concentrating about what the counsellor i talking, they all stares at her.. when woke up, she felt embarresed.. we all so evil sei.. haha!!
after that period, it is english very boring.. don wanna talk about it.. thenit is maths.. not quite entertaining la.. boring rabak sampai nk tertido!!

after lesson it is time to go back home.. but i stay back for a while.. to see agnes.. my all-tym favourite councillor haha!!
among all of her friends, she is the entertaining..

till here,
ienah ketot

getting wet!!

2009-01-08T19:08:00.000+08:00

today is fun but tiring day!!
like around 1 something we all start our fun activity that is called '240 minute' game..
in our 1st station, my class has failed to do the activity..
i felt boring ar cuz the 1st station is quite boring and confusing.. haha!!
suddenly the cloud has started to change.. walawei!!
excited a little.. haha!!
then we have to assemble at the hall to wait for the rain to stop ..
about how many minutes later, the rain stopped..
BUT the most boring part is, my class started with the dry game first..
the most fun part is, i am the 1st girl to get wet..
it is extremely fun!! haha!!
i enjoy getting wet..
it is my no.1 favourite.. haha..no la jkjk
well till here.. i'm sorry if i didn't write the whole story..
i gtg bye bye..

new friends at new school

2009-01-03T09:08:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOOO!!!!

yesterday was a fun but tiring day.. when i first stepped in school, it was 6.45..

suddenly, i saw salehan.. i asked him where should we go first.. he said maybe the hall.. but when we looked up, the hall is closed.. so, we waited at the lobby for the hall to open.. like around 7.00 i saw my friend when i first met her when the orientation..

Well, her name is Nurul Shafiyyah..Well Shafiyyah's from yew tee and her old school was at Unity P.S .. we talk5 and suddenly there's this 2 girl came to us and they wanted to be our friend.. Well, i've forgotted their name but i only know sa'adah's name.. maybe i spelled her name wrongly.. after like around 5 minutes, theres this 1 girl was lonely.. i walked to her and tell her some joke the we'd be friends..
Well her name is Nurul Ameerah she's from concord P.S..
Well err, that's all for today.. Take Care Folks

Ienah ketot,
signing off

2008-12-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

Ouhh, it's been a long time i never post since i was veryvery busy this month.
Th result tht time i got for th school posting was my first choice.
Yay! And that is Bukit Panjang Government High School. And am really proud to be in tht school.
I buy school books, school shoe and school bag already. And can't wait to become a teenager as i was in secondary school already. :)

Today, bored at home.
No words to be describe about today's event. So, will be posting if i'm free.

Take Care readers;
*i e n a h ketot

2008-11-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

And yeah, i forgot to post something about my PSLE RESULT!!! But yeah, kinda bad for u but at least i've tried harder... And yeah, i got for NT):. Hope i can promote to sec 2 NA next year.. Insyaalllah.. (:

tiring(for today) but fun day(for 30/11/08)

2008-11-23T19:40:00.001+08:00

Today hor, my family and i go to johor with my parent's friends. Tiring siaa.. But, ok laa.. got shopping mah. But me not blanja aniting. My parents are budget. And guess wad??! Yippeee!!! At 30 November, got a gathering of family tree! Yay! Picnic at East Coast Park there. Confirm many ppl and crowded there. Cos of bringing my cousins from 1st generation to 6th geberation. Power seyy!! Hehehehe... Can got to know my cousins closer there. Picnik oii! Dun play play. Hehehehe... For me, at there, i wan to go swimming, cycling and the most common thing, got sunburn. I will be dark!!! OMG! Hope i enjoy there with my cousins. (: Ok, back to today experience.. When got a jam from Johor to Singapore custom, my brother was sleeping. And guess wad? Hehehehe... I took his picture.. Look at the picture he sleep. U will laugh.. Hahaha!!!This picture took when evil Syakienah put the tissue in his mouth.

Ok, that is the picture i took. Sorry brother, but i like the way u sleep. LOL! Mimpi ape je budak ni. The evil sisters to the older brother. (:Ok, that's all. Tata! i e n a h *ketot *)♥ALWAYS IN MY HEARTTake care;p/s: I Love U from deep inside my heart. ^.^

MOVIE day

2008-10-25T08:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, sab, hib, mai and dan had plan to go to watch movies.. They planned when it was recess time..
After recess, i message my mother that we are going to movies at 1.30.. At first, my mother doesn't allow me to go to movies.. At first felt boring and i asked myself since when i must be her 'dog' always must hear what she say.. After school, I checked my handphone and my mother allowed me.. I then inform my friends that I will go to watch the movies.. I felt tired cuz I have to walked from my house to Lot1.. I felt exhausted but I fe;t boring cuz at Lot1 there's no place sia!! Then Danial told us to go to West Mall.. I really appreaciate alot cuz danial and maisara spent $2.40 for the MRT trip.. We quickly ran up to book the ticket luckily there's a place.. But there's no time for us to buy food!! We quickly search the place where we seat.. After watching and having some fun, all of them went to KFC and eat there.. I felt worried that day cuz i don't know why was danial was soo moody.. Then this FUCKED UP MINAH came by and they kept talking about us!! I felt angry feel like scolding them but then i controlled my temper.. We all get fed-up and just leave the place.. after that we went to Lot1 for shopping.. Guess what.. my $1 coin is a lucky coin because when maisara wanted to buy a ball, 2 balls came out.. Great isn't it.. We spent about 2hrs at Lot1.. Luckily when i get back home my mother didn't nag at me.. Pheww... That was a close call.. Lucky sia me! (:

the fun day that i ever had (2)

2008-10-20T07:27:00.000+08:00

We went to Aslam's house for about 20 or 15 mins coz we dont want the bitch to come there back again..
After all of our madness, we took a bus to go to Lot 1 to take another bus that brought us to Bukit Batok..
I just can't belive that Danial uses Hanna's high hells shoe to go to the lot one.. But Sabrina time him for 1 mins.. While waiting for the bus, danial borrow Maisara's bag and walk from the first end of the bus terminal to the other end.. Btw, he does all this because he wabt to..
After we go to Danial's house, we wanted to go to Mr Hamdan's house.. When we go there, Hanna started to freak out I also but i just be strong.. I called Mr Hamdan twice just to confirm where must i go.. I think that Mr Hamdan told us that there's a Mc Dolnalds but I doesn't see a Mc Donalds rastaurant any where but Ionly see a hospital signboard.. I know that it is getting closer ro Mr hamdan's house.. for abt 15 mins, i saw block 142.. I felt very excited.. I know that all of my friends are very tired.. I also felt tired too.. I called Mr Hamdan again to know which story did he live's..
After that I called my parent's that I've just reached Mr Hamdan's house.. my parents just can't belive that we have just reached Mr Hamdan's house.. We stay at Mr hamdan's house for about 15 mins then we go off..
When i went back home, i have to face the music..

the fun day that i ever have in my life

2008-10-19T08:16:00.000+08:00

On thursday,It was a most memoriable day!I 'Jalan Raye' with sabrina,danial,aslam,hibriya,lina,hanna,maisara and her sis (i dont noe her name)It was DAMN tiring but fun!!The 1st house we went is hibriya's house..This is my first time saw hibriya where like (ustazah)!! her clothes are all PINK!!The second house we went is sabrina's house.I just can't belive that her mother said that danial was handsome..And then Danial started to say that he is Taufik Batisah brother..We all started to laugh!The third house we wen't is maisara's house..It was quite fun..We then said that we are going to go to aslam's house second house that is arcade..When I play racing with them i can't believe that aslam was the champion of all the game..We spent abt more than an hour at the arcade..All of us went there secretly.. LOL!!NOT even ONE of us tell our parent's..After we went arcade we go to aslam's house..Suddenky this FUCK CRAP group came to aslam's house..The group is S.K and PR that is the two group that i noe..Suddenlyly one of the S.K's group say 'kalau tk kasi masok ckp je la!'My blood go upstairs you noe..I just say this 'woi! kau jangan nk kurang ajar ehk kat rumah orang!!'It was quite long.. so, gonna continue on the next episode..Farewell! :)